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"EXAMS ARE SO FUCKING OVER"

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The chase

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"The heresy of heresies was common sense." Yesterday, I decided to go up the mountain next to my house to watch the sunset—and hell, do some exercise too. I've gained a lot of weight, to be honest. It may bother me more than it should, but whatevs. I was just chilling up there, looking at the city, smoking, and drinking my favorite soda. It was kind of idyllic. The sky looked like an ocean of colo... » Continue Reading

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La ley de este mundo

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DISCLAIMER: I found this text in my notebook, I must've wrote it months ago. I decided to give it some changes to make it more solid. It was in Spanish, and I'm kinda too lazy to translate it, so... Los humanos somos seres perversos, ya que solo nosotros somos capaces de cambiar la ley y el orden de este mundo para que se ajusten a nuestras necesidades y deseos. Antes de nosotros, todo el mundo y ... » Continue Reading

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Late night thoughts

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"Because deep down, maybe it was safer in the distance, where it could exist as a dream rather than something real with complications." When the sun goes to sleep and the moon rises to wish us sweet dreams, that's the time my brain decides to go all crazy—making up thoughts, reminding me of memories, creating stories, or maybe more like wishes to be fulfilled. I have always been a morning person, ... » Continue Reading

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A kid again

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"When bad things happen, I know you want to believe they are a joke, but sometimes life is scary and dark. That is why we must find the light." Ever since I started being a pre-teen, I was surrounded by the worst advice on how to grow as a human being. I used to be a very nervous kid, mostly kept to myself, and I was so innocent—I literally didn't know anything. I remember myself getting into seco... » Continue Reading

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A good person

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"Well, do you think I'm a good person… deep down?" "That's the thing. I don't think I believe in deep down. I kind of think all you are is just the things that you do." There were many moments in my life when I doubted myself. I just didn't know if I was doing the right thing or the easy thing—I never know. Am I good? How do I define good? Many people around me may think that I'm a good person, an... » Continue Reading

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People

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''What a treacherous thing to believe that a person is more than a person'' When I was 13 and didn't really have a personality, I used to take traits of the people I admired and made them mine—b uilding myself with bits of other people, or at least that was what I thought I was doing. The » Continue Reading

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Passengers

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I was about to study for my IELTS  exams. I have them next week, but the app where I study just doesn't work. It's frustrating as fuck, but it is what it is, I guess. So to give my lazy ass some sense of productivity I'm writing here, in my blog. Partly the reason I started this was to practice my writing, I think it's pretty good but how could I know? I was thinking about people, I do really thin... » Continue Reading

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Who am I?

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Some time ago, while going back home from highschool I caught myself searching for people looking at me. That specific day I was wearing some of my nice rags. Anyway, I thought to myself, why do I care if people are looking? Why am I searching for their aproval? They are strangers for fuck's sake! That got me thinking quite a lot, it really did. Maybe, and just maybe, I like when people enjoy or l... » Continue Reading

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My muse

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While putting spikes on my shoes last saturday, I found myself wondering—why do I dress like I do? Why do I speak like I do? Why do I walk like I do? Of all the reasons I could think of, the first one that came to mind was her—the first woman I have ever loved. I'll call her D. I met D. in a cold November evening, at some spot where many unhinged teenagers gathered in my city. We didn't really get... » Continue Reading

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Hanging out

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I don't know why but lately I haven't been hanging out a lot, but this week was different, I actually hanged out not only once, but twice! And with various people. Which is quite surprising. There was a time where I used to hang out every day, there really was. And currently I don't know how I used to do it, now every time I hang out I need three days to recover, not kidding.  Anyway, yesterday I ... » Continue Reading

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Rules

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So... I'm currently at school waiting for my biology teacher to show up. He's always 10 minutes late and when he finally shows up, he takes another 10 minutes to start the class. It seems like he wants to be here less than us, which is funny, in a way. He's this old man with this funny haircut, where the top of his head is bald, but the sides and the back aren't. He would look better if he decided... » Continue Reading

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