"im living, quietly bleeding"
he/they pansexual pt/english
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well, my mom took my phone again and said i can only use it 2 hours in the day, but i dont like this. i feel like i have no privicy. i just wanna talk to my friends and do silly stuff....Anyways yesterday i saw a "friend" i really like (btw i dont have a bf anymore) and we maked out shshshshsh hes so cute fr i miss my best friend i hope hes okay. i hate being gtounded, i hate ythis. i just wante... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
Im so tired if i have fun it never lasts and then i feel like shit again and now its summer and i hate summer its always shit depressive and i dont have anything to do and things seem to turn into hell and i cant talk to my boyfriend or have my phone and i really want to kill myself and i just feel so horrible. » Continue Reading
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Category: Writing and Poetry
You will have to call the ambulance for me, on the day when I can no longer take it, » Continue Reading
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Category: Friends
i hang out w my friends and it was so cool , i love them, i will really miss them. Also we just started singin w spotify emo musics and it was so cool, and i was seeing blaack shadows looking at us like " haiii >. < " lmao also tmy friend almost lost 10 euros and it was a miracle that we found it Rn im at class (its almost ending) and idk how im gonna survive this summer, i hope its not a summer ... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
i think one of the worst things abt me its that you dont need to do anything for me to change my opinion abt you, my m ind already does it. im like "i love you" and then anything happens or nothing happens but my toughts make me feel "i hate you" yk? i feel really bad for it. i can be obcessed w u and then feel nothing. » Continue Reading
Category: Friends
Its just so tiring thinking everyone is gonna leave you and being so scared of it. if i have no one, i have nothing. But they are here, and anyways i still feel like theyre slowly leaving me or that they dont really like me. But all the moments we spent together...It means so much to me. Has to mean something to them too, right?... » Continue Reading
Category: Friends
"i dont love you like i loved you yesterday" (mcr) feels so real when you have border and bipolar symptoms » Continue Reading
Category: Life
My mom still havent gimme my phone, i dont have social midia and freedom to be myself...but shes not worst. The problem is: Shes just a person, and she is herself, herself doesnt like or let me do what i want. If i have no control of it, im just going to acept it n try to make her trust me again. These months , without the most 2 importent persons of my life, my bf and bestie, have been hard. its ... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
i want to talk to my bestfriend and i cant. i miss my boyfriend and future makes me anxious, present is driving me crazy, and past haunts me. » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
Me, me , me....Things will be okay right? I think they will But i need to get better » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
Hru guys?? Im at school rn my mom gave me my phone bc i need it today but im still grounded im happy bc i know good things will happen when a lot of things happen (good or bad things) i always freak out idk why but i think its ok... Have a good day! » Continue Reading
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My mom deleted my old youtube acc so i created a new one @yukilostintheforest , please subscribe!! btw youtube is so cool. i think my favourite youtubers are maybe t3ddy and goularte. » Continue Reading
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