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yuki frankenstein
"im living, quietly bleeding"
he/they pansexual pt/english
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I came out to my dad about not feeling like a girl
Category: Life
so...i was calling with him, and i just felt like..."maybe i should tell him" so i said like "if i tell you something you wont tell mom?" "what do you think about trans people?" and he said "i think its okay to feel like that i cant judge everyone is different" (he said something like that i dont remember very well lol my memory is terrible) and like i started crying and said like "i was scared y... » Continue Reading
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idk..."im not a violent dog, idk why i bite"
Category: Life
well....I have a boyfriend now :DD and he makes me so happy...hes nice, kind, handsome, cool, funny, hes js amazing....i really love him sm, and calling with him always makes me feel better. Now that were dating im even more scared of losing him. i overthink all ways possible of losing him. im scared my mom will find out i have instagram and ruin my friendship with my online best friend. i know hi... » Continue Reading
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idk whats life atp
Category: Life
were teenagers, we should be having fun , not depressed locked in our rooms, not worrying if our friends will be alive the next day, were teenagers, why are we dying? i really dont know what to think about life or God anymore, i feel like im loosing my faith, like im letting everyone down, disappointing people, i want to cut myself, i want to die, but i want to live. i feel so alone, but all of u... » Continue Reading
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im very tired...
Category: Life
im all the time trying to make friends and new people, but who is trying to meet me? i ask them stuff, ask abt their day, if theyre okay, and i actually care. but who the fuck cares abt me? who cares whats my favorite color and what the hell i think of life? and my friends, my dear friends, only 3 of them talk to me, and i still feel so alone. idk what the hell is wrong with me, but i feel so empt... » Continue Reading
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i dont understand why poeple dont like me
Category: Blogging
like really, why? i try to be nice, i try to be funny, i try to be kind and i always care abt people, im there for them , and they never care, they just leave, they just ignore me or dont even talk to me. everything is making me feel like theres something wrong with me and im thinking about ending it all, and dont come here sayin im fucking dramatic bc spacehey is my safe space. i just wanted some... » Continue Reading
Ive been cutting and cutting
Category: Life
im so tired like having to hide these scars from my mom bc if she finds out im dead she will take my things and my pc and i dont even have my phone bc she took it too and she wont give meit she privicy anymore and i cant stop cutting i cant stop doing self harm im mentally ill im going insane if she takes my blade i will go insane i cant live without this » Continue Reading
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forever alone
Category: Life
i feel like i dont have anyone. i know theres people who are there for me, but i dont want to bother them. i lie to my mom all the time. i feel like my friends dont really like me. i feel like a burden in peoples life. actually no one really likes me. idc if this seems like im attention seeking, im just so tired and need help. i cant anymore with this feeling....why do i always have to feel this... » Continue Reading
update!!
Category: Life
Schoool started and im still grounded, but its okay. Now i can be more time with some friends, but less with others. i already miss the summer break, but im happy to be here. i hope good things will come, and i want a bf so bad, but i want the right person to come. ive been listening to more emo music and i got a mp3!!! its so cool. :) How have you been?? IM reading girl in pieces, i reallly like ... » Continue Reading
im just so tired of being a problem
Category: Life
since i was a kid i created mess and fights. no one really liked me. i was a stupid sensetive kid who didnt felt safe at home because their parents were always fighting. my dad regrets it , he regrets had marry my mother. does he regret having me and my brother too? my mom...she always hurted me. but it was my fault, isnt it? i made her do it. i created all the trauma to myself. and now, i keep... » Continue Reading
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idk, really
Category: Blogging
im so depressed rn, and idk what to say or do my mom says i dont do anything i cant do things right or help anyone... i feel useless and sad unfair sometimes i think about death im afraid of death, but a part of me wants it to happen, right now i feel umconfortable with my own life. i feel....idk how to say but this feeling i feel about myself, i remember feeling it before and wishing "please go a... » Continue Reading
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he made me open up he made me give him my heart just to use it agaisnt me...
Category: Writing and Poetry
YOU LIED this whole time...it was you stabbing me behind my back WHY? WHO TOLD YOU YOU COULD DECIDE THINGS FOR ME? "hes manipulating you" but then it was you after all. this whole time. i trusted you, and i cant believe you did this to me. i dont know how i feel. » Continue Reading