Hey. My name is Ghost, I am 14, queer, under the trans umbrella, and latino. I live in the United States and my blog is my space to talk about some things I have on my mind. This includes, but is not limited to: venting rambling my experiences with mental illness suicidal thoughts I have anxiety and possibly depression and both of these will show up in some of my posts. A few of my earlier blog po... » Continue Reading
It’s currently 4:15 am, and I haven’t slept a bit. I’m sitting on the floor with listening to Foreigner from my cd player and staring at a burning candle. There’s something so tranquil about this. The way the flame is still yet flickers ever so slightly is fascinating. The unevenness of the wax is imperfect yet still beautiful. All this makes me look back on everything and just realize to myself j... » Continue Reading
TW: general venting, dysphoria(?), insecurity, t slur Aimlessly walking around a target when I started thinking to myself. We're here so go clothes shopping and get a new swimsuit but my main issue is that I don't like clothes shopping. It entails me needing to expose my body that I'm already stupid insecure of. Swimsuit shopping means I need to get something to expose my body even more, except wo... » Continue Reading
There will be no trigger warnings on this post so please be careful. I live near a city in Florida called Fort Myers. Right now, I am about a 5 minute walk away from a high school. This high school was just on lockdown, while my best friend, a student there, was in there. They said they heard a gun, but apparently it was a hoax. I'm scared, they're scared, we're all scared and there's nothing I ca... » Continue Reading
We broke up sometime last year because he wasn't in a great mental state and we got back together earlier this year. He makes me happy and I'm so glad he still felt something toward me. He's wonderful. He's got a smile that can light up a room, eyes that you could get lost in and lips so soft they might as well just be pillows(does that make sense?). I love this man with my whole heart. » Continue Reading
I just realized it's been forever since I last posted on my blog so here's a quick little summary of what's happened since then (tw: mentions of abuse, death) My boyfriend and I broke up, we're still on good terms. My mom has made multiple threats to get rid of the dog. My best friend said I've been emotionally » Continue Reading
sunday: i got on a call with my boyfriend and my best friend. i wasnt feeling the best mentally and left the call for a few minutes for myself. i felt like a selfish asshole for just leaving. it wasnt fun. i shouldve just stayed. monday: had a massive headache, took a nap, parents thought i wasnt feeling good even though i was fine. i was also nauseous. my boyfriend got in trouble. it was very fun... » Continue Reading
i dont like myself very much. i feel ugly and out of place. i got a haircut yesterday. that kinda helps, but not much. i dont like that my face is more visible. it looks really ugly(my face, that is). i want to eat something but at the same time, i can just run on what i had for breakfast and some pistachios. i was kinda looking forward to an empanada, but the chicken in it tasted bad and i gave i... » Continue Reading
this is just going to be me rambling about my boyfriend, if you don't want to hear about relationships, maybe this post isnt for you- anygays he's funny and sweet and just so jdnskf » Continue Reading
I'm back. Sorry for disappearing from blog posts for a bit. As an update, I've managed to play through the entirety of Undertale twice just this week(and I plan on continuing to play through it), I have a therapist(I don't like talking to her much) and I'm tired as shit. Thank you for being so patient with me. Because I didn't have a song of the week for last post, here's two: » Continue Reading
I knew this was bound to happen soon, but I never expected it to be now. Yesterday, I discovered the dead body of my dog Chuqui. I've known him my whole life and now he's gone. It's kinda hard to not have him around. Sweet dreams, goofy one. » Continue Reading
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