Just thinking.

TW: general venting, dysphoria(?), insecurity, t slur

Aimlessly walking around a target when I started thinking to myself. We're here so go clothes shopping and get a new swimsuit but my main issue is that I don't like clothes shopping. It entails me needing to expose my body that I'm already stupid insecure of. Swimsuit shopping means I need to get something to expose my body even more, except worse in the fact that swimsuits tend to be really close to my body which means that my chest is on full display and I can't stand it. I just wish I were a normal, cis guy. Not some little tranny on the internet.