i dont like myself very much. i feel ugly and out of place. i got a haircut yesterday. that kinda helps, but not much. i dont like that my face is more visible. it looks really ugly(my face, that is). i want to eat something but at the same time, i can just run on what i had for breakfast and some pistachios. i was kinda looking forward to an empanada, but the chicken in it tasted bad and i gave it to my sibling. barely got 3 bites. disappointing but ill manage. lately ive also been getting less sleep(my boyfriend lives in a different timezone so i stay up a bit later so i can talk to him more). i think that might be playing a role into how i view myself. my eyes are pretty heavily affected by this. i also dont go out much, making me the palest person in the family. with all these factors, i dont know if i can even fix myself. i want to but i cant. im just another ugly teenager.
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If it helps, a lot of us feel like that. Sometimes I want to eat in public places but I don’t want people to see my face so I eat through my hair. I wear a hoodie everyday to cover my body. I feel ugly all the time. I’m also very pale and have dark circles around my eyes. For me, even sleep doesn’t make them go away. But I’ve learned to love my pale skin and dark circles. If you don’t like being pale, try to spend more time outside. Might even make you feel better to be in nature.
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thank you.
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