[tw; mention of suicidal thoughts and suicide] hi! i just wanted to write a quick little update on how things are going for me, so without further ado lets dive in! first, i was hospitalized for a month because i tried to end my own life but then they basically threw me out because they needed my place for someone else lmao it's sad really, the state of hospitals and everything, but at the beginni... » Continue Reading
hi!! i released my first song after starting to experiment on bandlab, i've only been doing this for a week and posted it on soundcloud on a whim lmao so if there's anything you think i could do better please tell me :)) hope you give this a shot and like it! https://soundcloud.com/apollooncloud9/night-out-at-the-harpers?si=af1ace146ea24d13bed0470a408d0f28&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_... » Continue Reading
HI SO i wanna make my own cosplay of johnny cage from mortal kombat (more specifically his pink order of darkness skin in mk1) but im not sure where to buy the different fabrics? also im a broke student so if you guys have any tips on where to get fabric for cheap id be SO grateful ive also never done this before, i usually get my cosplays on aliexpress or something LMAO so is there anything else ... » Continue Reading
i feel soooo socially inept . like i try to joke about it but i feel so awkward and out of place ALL THE TIME and its genuinely exhausting i love talking with people and being able to discuss ideas and everything but every time i talk i HATE it because i am completely unable to actually get my point across. and i dont even know if its a me issue, like maybe i dont have enough vocab or i just dont ... » Continue Reading
woo smells like updog in here n e ways so i havent updated this in a while but ive been trying to get away from social media like twitter, tiktok and so. so i guess it'd be a good idea to be more active on here lmao i started a 2025 bullet journal and ive been trying to fill it with doodles and sleep trackers and stuff but idk i feel like its SOOO empty so if you guys have any ideas on what to fil... » Continue Reading
YAYYYYY im fr so happy like i literally slept like 12 hours this whole week im so tired but im DONEEEE i finally get to rest and indulge in acnh and mario wonder YAYY also i have plans for the summer so yeah heres the plan - im gonna spend a week at a beach house w my friends and mom im sooo excited itll be my first time going somewhere on vacation w my friends!! - gonna try to learn some more rus... » Continue Reading
soooo i finished playing red dead redemption 2 a couple of weeks ago and i genuinely havent stopped thinking about it since this game is probably one of, if not THE best game you'll ever play, im SO serious i started playing it because of my bf because he absolutely loves this game, and i started jokingly hating on arthur morgan because in the beginning he seems kinda like your average dumb brute ... » Continue Reading