"Feeding into the delusions!"
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Category: Life
I've been sleeping more often. Recently I've been trying to get up more and go out, but it's so cold now I don't wanna do that. When my mother comes home I'll try to ask her to help me find a job as it would be my first time. I can't help but feel scared. Even though I know I have experience, I've build up the courge and such, I feel myself wanting to puke. What if I'm not good enough, what if I... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Jealously is a bitch sometimes I know all I can do is sit back and watch because I'm not abt to like yknow try and control their life or anything I can't do that it would be bad And I Know they're just being nice to them But that's how it always starts They have someone be nice to them then it becomes more I see that they don't like me anymore and then I just have to sit here and ponder why a... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
It's 1 am Almost 2 My leg hurts because I self harmed whoopee fucking doo I'm not gonna sugar coat it like wtf u want me to say I hit the barcode I sliced and diced the meat? No I fucking cut myself go fucking cry abt if ur sensitive abt it Anyways I'm really tired I might sleep I accidently cut my finger It's like deep but it's not bleeding but I can feel the skin go off my finger when I'm ty... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
I want attention nd comfort for this beacuse I'm sure my boyfriend won't fucking do so, last time he fucking knew I cut myself he got fucking mad at me AND DON'T FUCKING GO INTO THE COMMENTS GOING "Oh they seem bad" BEACUSE ILL FUCKING FIND YOU AND SLIT UR THROAT OPEN???????????????????? I'LL LOVE HIM MORE THEN ANY KF YOU FUCKING LOSER SO WHY WOULD I EVEN GOD. A RICH OLD DUDE COULD FUCKING COME U... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
Is it so fucking bad for wanting people to look at my blogs and go "maybe they need someone to talk to" and fucking come to talk to me This is the only place where I can rant put my fucking feelings like a psycho and not get any weird ass looks about it GOD I just need someone to cut me deeply so I don't have to do it myself because it's such bullshit. IM NOT A PSYCHO YOU ARE Idk for the past fe... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
God I wanna fucking kms rn so badly but idk man I kean the best u can do and I am doing is cutting seeing how deep. Can fucking go but that's about it and I dunno man I have to fucking move heavy ass shit tomorrow and I have to use my arm and leg strength so it's gonna hurt like fucking hell but who am I to care I Def won't be doing it on my arm because uh helloooo? It can get fucking hot rn and ... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I don't think this is fair Unfair Why is everything unfair to an angel like me I want to go back up into heaven where I belong But would they even accept me anymore for how much I've done? I know I haven't been the greatest angel but I still do my job, I'm a good one not » Continue Reading
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Category: Art and Photography
I found out how 2 upload art on here I made these myself secnemo art style of ame Chan nd kangel!!! U can use them them j lmk nd credit me! I'll also b using them as my own pfps so u can kinda tell what mood m in M such an angel » Continue Reading
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Category: Art and Photography
Uh I wanna try showing my art but I dunno how to show images on here so Here's my toyhou.se The most recent art I like is the scenemo art but I have more styles then just that https://toyhou.se/riitzcracker/art » Continue Reading
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Category: Blogging
I j wan him 2 break me Absolutely destory me Mind fuck me Oughh i love him so so so much I don't care if it hurts I j want him J him only him I need him I want to be his pretty boy nd good boy I'll do » Continue Reading
Category: Friends
Personally I think more ppl should friend me nd talk 2 me M nice I swear I just sleep nd munch on soft cookies » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
I dunno why m doing this But m gonna rant here anyways I feel like m an angel sent from heaven nd I dun if that's j my religious trauma or what but m sure I have an angel complex I feel like everyone should also see me as such, that m such a pure and innocent being no matter what nd everyone else is j monsters or something Besides my boyf he speical even if he a demon or whatev He makes me hap... » Continue Reading
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