Yes god i want attention

Is it so fucking bad for wanting people to look at my blogs and go "maybe they need someone to talk to" and fucking come to talk to me 

This is the only place where I can rant put my fucking feelings like a psycho and not get any weird ass looks about it GOD I just need someone to cut me deeply so I don't have to do it myself because it's such bullshit. IM NOT A PSYCHO YOU ARE 

Idk for the past few days I've been going fucking crazy and delusional and I dunno how I feel, I'm sure my boyfriend fucking hates me now for it which whoopee fucking doo of course that's what I want 

If you can't tell that last part is fucking sarcastic I wanna fucking die nd kill myself if I just wasn't a fucking PUSSY 

Maybe one day I'll unpussy out and do it, otherwise I'm suck here cutting myself like a 2010 emo whore who can't find their ipod with all the latest music on it