Vamppurified

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"Feeding into the delusions!"

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Head hurt

Category: Life

My head hurts because of my headset  But uhm Yeah » Continue Reading

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Insecure

Category: Life

Why am I so insecure  I know if I told anyone they'd just say "It's just some pixels"  I know I'm sorry  I don't mean to be I'm sorry » Continue Reading

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2020

Category: Life

Oh how i wish sometimes i could go back to simpler times When I mean simpler I mean times where I didn't really think for myself  But atleast I had friends  I had people  Wish I could go back with the knowledge I have now  And if I could take 1 thing back with me  My boyfriend  Take our relationship back that far  I'd rather be with him then...ew jax  » Continue Reading

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Sob

Category: Life

Sometimes I wish they would see these  Look at these  I'm not 100% the best at communicating within romantic relationships  I'm trying to work on that  But I'm just so scared  Every other relationship I have where I spoke about how I feel it goes to shit  I need to stay quiet  M scared » Continue Reading

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Love

Category: Life

I just want them to love me  It feels like they dont  It feels like no matter what I do m gonna make them upset  M scared  M scared this is like them but it's quicker  I hate feeling like this  Why don't j feel loved they love me right  Right  I hope so  I don't know how I would handle it if they didn't  What even is love. » Continue Reading

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Want

Category: Life

I want to be bragged about  I want to be showen off  I want be known by everyone they know  I want them to talk abt me so much it gets obnoxious by others  I want them to post silly characters on their story nd tag me saying us  I want them 2 brag about me like "I have the best partner ever"  I want whenever I post they repost it yelling at everyone to like it  Maybe I'm just not good enough  Mayb... » Continue Reading

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Me?

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Why am I the way I am I can't be what they want me to be  I'll never be what they want  I'll only ever disappoint  » Continue Reading

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Weird

Category: Life

I find it weird  I find it weird when I see them say thing such as "they've found someone better" or "they should just leave me" You've told me what you would do If I did, you've told me how much you apparently love me and how you would feel, so why would I hurt you like that  I'm not one to hurt I'm supposed to be an angel  I'm not supposed to hurt Weird. » Continue Reading

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Don't understand

Category: Life

Do understand why people do what they do  I study psychology to try and understand better but it never works  Sometimes I don't feel human because I don't understand  When I tell you something hurts why keep going  If I say I don't think it's good to do that why keep doing it  Why go back to things that hurt you if they harm you  Why hurt me when I've been good to you  These are all things I've as... » Continue Reading

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Love

Category: Life

I don't know  I don't understand  Why do I feel like second place  Why do I feel like my emotions or how I feel isn't important to them Why is it when I want to do something with them or I have something special to me going on and I want to have them with me they only blame work Why does it feel like they dont even try to see if they can make time for me  I don't know how'd they feel if I just can... » Continue Reading

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Ur kidding

Category: Life

I hate when ppl fucking ignore me or don't talk to me after they complain or talk abt how I don't talk to them enough  Now I'm like oh sorry I'll try more then I get ignored wtf  » Continue Reading

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Huh

Category: Life

I don't wanna be here anymore » Continue Reading

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