Jealously

Jealously is a bitch sometimes 

I know all I can do is sit back and watch because I'm not abt to like yknow try and control their life or anything 

I can't do that it would be bad 

And I Know they're just being nice to them 

But that's how it always starts 

They have someone be nice to them then it becomes more

I see that they don't like me anymore and then I just have to sit here and ponder why am I still be dragged on when it's so obvious 

It's happened before, more then once. I don't want it to happen again

I wanna be loved 

M scared to tell I don't them mad at me 

Ever since Ken I've been scared to say when I'm jealous due to him always just basically calling me a crazy bitch over it

I'll get over it