I was never much for knowing we all was Part the darkness with in us at some point in are lifes In tell I saw it happen to my own my mother. I never new how lonely she truely felt she was all I had My dad was never around he worked And worked. Life never was life the Good old days when it was just 3 of us all the time. That was back in two 2004 When I was 5 We always went to the lake had picnics.... » Continue Reading
Have not put down my feelings & thoughts for A while. Ive been dealing with so much the past 5 years. I know I am strong & all that . Its so hard toos keep my head ups. I know that I am one the sweetheart kinda caring loveing preason that people just keep want toos use & play mind games with. Ive already been thru so much in my life. & deal with toos much shit that it seem no really see me for me ... » Continue Reading
Sick with the cold ...😢 I feel so sick and alone I feel like no ones care about I have no ones I just want sleep and never wake ups I hate being sick and feeling so alone. » Continue Reading
Sooo today I don't feel well its one of those days I have bad stomach cramps My mood down in the blues today Idk why... My man came home last night again he couldn't work its that bad sadly but he going try & get ssi like I do Which that would be good cuz it will help us out just like A real job. Hope we both can save it & get are own place we need toos it be good for the both of us. Hopefully we ... » Continue Reading
Lately Ive been dealing with so much My boyfriend has Depression now its all new toos him sncie he found out. He been so sad lately he dose not know why I don't know how toos fix his pain nd it kills me inside. I love him so much My Ducky boy saved my life ❤😘🥰💘 from all the abuse I was going through. He sad me from ending it all I am so much stronger now then I was A few years back. I have not sel... » Continue Reading