Life been hard

Lately Ive been dealing with so much My boyfriend has Depression now its all new toos him sncie he found out. He been so sad lately he dose not know why I don't know how toos fix his pain nd it kills me inside. I love him so much My Ducky boy saved my life ❤😘🥰💘 from all the abuse I was going through. He sad me from ending it all I am so much stronger now then I was A few years back. I have not self harm in 5 years nows Nd its because of him. Now I feel I have toos save him from his pain I glad tho he doing better Nd not wanting toos die. He just really sad lately Yes my love takes meds but he not been taken them long so it will take A while for his meds toos kick in Nd work . So I am trying be strong for him. I really Hope he gets  happy again. & back his old self🙏🤞😇