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Category: Life
So for the past few months I think I been going thru some kind of depression although since I have not ever known myself to be truly depressed maybe it was just that new fangled thing “languishing” It fits better then depression I have just been feeling sad and then numb like there is always something I need to do but I find no enjoyment in doing it and then I feel like numb at other times just tr... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I wish someone would have warned me I would have emotional growing pains at 41 years old! Or is this that midlife crisis shit they did always warn you about? From honestly believing if you show the people that matter how much you love them to going to distrust and self enforced isolation I wish there was a pamphlet I could have had before I got to this place of "growth" I feel like a gotdamn teena... » Continue Reading
Category: Romance and Relationships
Is it ever okay to ask someone that you are getting to know for money? I'm not just talking like $10 for gas but like a large sum like $500? It just boogles my mind that someone who you just met maybe a month or two ago just feels comfortable enough to ask for that much money. Yes I am aware of scammers and all that but it still trips me up. I totally want to just give up on this online dating stu... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Sometimes I see happy pregnant women and have the worst jealousy. I see them in pictures or in videos where they are being held so lovingly by their significant other and I just feel filled with envy. Granted I had my last kid 6 years ago but I can't remember other than when I finally pushed him out that I felt happy to be pregnant the way I see others be I know it's so fucking sad but when I thin... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
So I been thinking about past shit and I just thought about how I was back I first got with m y ex husband. The reason for this is I saw an interesting tiktok that said something too the effect that I can get past old shit if ONE I don’t look at it and TWO if I don’t actually look at as the person I am now as opposed to the person I was then. I was like well shit I’m trying to do this healing thi... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
I'm not sure why but I have been just so fearful lately. My brain has been coming up with such crazy scenarios that it's just driving me nuts. I been fearful that things will happen to my kids if I'm not around or that I might be sick and something will happen to me I don't know why I'm feeling this way my life has become so sweet this last few months Maybe it's fear that it will go bad or that si... » Continue Reading
Category: Travel and Places
I really want to do something for my birthday. I have never had a destination birthday thing so I'm thinking I'm gonna do that. I know it's probably not the best time because of covid-19 but if I don't live now when will I? Although IF I don't go anywhere I will definitely rent a room get drunk and sing myself happy birthday anyway 🤣 » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
I don't know if it's just mean but at like 2am this morning I felt energized. It made me want to rush outside and look in the sky. Granted it was overcast so I couldn't see anything but it just felt good to be outside. It's been a while since I felt that way and I'm still convinced it might have been my coffee but the aftershocks seem to still be with me. I just feel like something good is gonna h... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
This is totally a blast from the past. I really loved myspace and it was a way for me to really learn html which I now have sketchy memories. I really glad I signed up gonna try to be here more not just for nostalgia 😁 » Continue Reading
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