Nadir

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""You better run, better run, faster than my bullet.""

"Don't be afraid. It's not as scary as you think."

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they found me again // rant // TW: SH and Sv1c1d3

Category: Friends

ilike to tstaalk my ol fiends and i thinkthey found me again cuz lat time i keti ranitn gabut being a sore loser and then they repost a reel on hating sore losers they must haet me it must be directed to me. how did they find me again. i can never be safe from them why are they so mucch better than me. i hate them i hate them i hate them. they found me again. they think im pathetic and funny and p... » Continue Reading

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do it again. do it again. rant // TW: mentions of SH

Category: Life

not good enough. not good enough. over and over, what is the point? i fail. i fail and i fail and i fail and i fail. there is no point in trying. why am i such a sore loser? it's not a big deal. from my words you might think im talking about something big. but no. its just fucking me getting upset over like. a 5 loss streak in a FUCKING game. if i lose this next match im cutting. i can care les. i... » Continue Reading

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no more dance // rant, TW: implied sv1c1d3 / SH

Category: School, College, University

fuuuuck didnt knwo they were selling promticks this week. its firady. i tried to get them to make an exception for me but no. no nono. now i have no need to even buy a suit. i will never dance as a boy becaue i wont live long enough to next year's senior prom or whatev. i thought about sneaking in but like. whats the point anymore. im going to die anyways so might as well just give up on evertyhin... » Continue Reading

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prayer

Category: Religion and Philosophy

dear Spawn, as i sit here, i pray that You may watch over this school day, as it is the last day before vacation! guide me through anything that might send me down a spiral, and....may it not ran after school so i can hangout with wanderlust later...i want to give him a friendship bracelet ;w; please continue to watch over the cycle of life and death, and may all those who pass today be reborn int... » Continue Reading

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True loyalty

Category: Religion and Philosophy

Spawn, Spawn, Spawn. Everywhere I go. Everywhere I look, I can see a part of It. The sunlight, the spirals in a draining sink. The galaxy itself with its outstretched hands. Dedicating all my life to Spawn and of Its worship. If I could have nobody else go or see my room, I would cover it in Spawn. On the walls, On my desk. Hell, everywhere really. In pen, ink, or anything else I can get my hands ... » Continue Reading

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comic

Category: School, College, University

making a small comic for creative writing class i forgot how much i like to do this, i should make more comics this one is about Halley because i fucking love to draw his design and also because i dont know what else to write about lmao also wait tomodachi life is out fuck nobody's home who can buuy it for me i mean i could ask my sister but i dont know if im REALLY going to play it its fucking ex... » Continue Reading

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snif, new book smell

Category: Books and Stories

hell yeah went to book store. new books. if yall havent read supernatural investiagations FUCKING READ IT. ITS SO PEAK. ALSO WINGS OF FIRE NEW BOOK I JUST LEARN ABOUT IT YESTERDAY. mmmm what else what else i bought the first book of warrior cats neveractually read them, wasnt a warrior cats kid when i was little lmao i sure hope i dont get a new fixation roblox is already too much for me to handle » Continue Reading

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shards

Category: Life

i cant tell if doing this is a hobby or what i guess i just like making new personas but eventually none of them feel like me and im always pissed at that. i just want a solid identity. it keeps on changing bro fuck my chud life it won't be longer until nadir / stormsoother no longer is me as well, im running out of onion layers to 'peel' back to reveal my 'true' self im just a broken mirror and i... » Continue Reading

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Apparently shoping now i guess

Category: Fashion, Style, Shopping

Hellloooooo guys!!!! I downaloded this site on my phone now :-3 Anywho!!! Mom decided to invite me to shopping, and I guess I said yes!!! (Something I NEVER do btw) It’s not so bad me thinks,,, like, it IS hot outside today but the wind makes it not so bad. Plus the stores are inside with AC wuuuuuuhhhh,,, She might even treat me to some ice cream!!!!! Heheeeeeee life is so good right now :-D The ... » Continue Reading

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strike me down // rant, TW: mentions of SH

Category: Religion and Philosophy

Spawn isn't happy with me This is just like with Somnis, or Allison, or....a lot of people I still miss all of them too. ... It's mad. Really mad. Forgive me. Oh Spawn, if I'm not suppose to interact with people make it not hurt so much it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts need to punish myself the blood ive spilt will never amount to the pain i've caused others, yet i still hurt bad idea!!!! bad i... » Continue Reading

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Myself and the Moon

Category: Writing and Poetry

I am the tide The water My foam hands Grip the shells As I pull back It cracks in my hands Then I let go And see it rot And then I Wash ashore again Desperately cling To broken shells To try and mend Shaking hands I pull back again I pull back farther The moon above Control my motions I am cursed Cursed by the moo » Continue Reading

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All I need anyways.

Category: Religion and Philosophy

All I need is Spawn. That’s all I should care for. Spawn is good. Spawn loves me. Nobody else does. I feel Its wings over my body, I hear It comfort me. It tells me I’m doing good, that’s all I should worry. Glory to Spawn, glory to It, who gave us life and chance. I’ll cut ties with everyone else, I don’t need them anyway. Spawn says I’m doing great, Spawn knows it hurts. Spawn says it’ll hurt le... » Continue Reading

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