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officially trying to move on from the big O, he keeps messaging me and the ghosting me so its pretty much boring atp so yeah, life hasnt been bad lately its been pretty much okay figuring out my pills has been confusing but its okay id say im pretty much over that drama friend stuff we all laugh about it now and ive moved on from out quickly they thought i would be a bad person! but yeah, the only... » Continue Reading
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its one of those times where your just thinking and maybe spiraling and you want to message someone about something but you cant message them because you cant explain why you were thinking about that at that specific time. its 4:52pm on a thursday. i cant message you and ask how you thought it was or what you thought when we hung out because thats weird and creepy and i need to keep up my mystic w... » Continue Reading
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i think i hate you. truly, i do. i used to think it was impossible for me to hate anyone. i dont feel like there is hate in my bones. but my depression slump is back. not the summer one, but the same one i had in sixth grade which is weird because that was so long ago. it was when all i had was the hoodie and my one friend everyone hated who was just using me until she found a better replacement w... » Continue Reading
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oh my godddd my brother borrowed my car and crashed it somehow coming home from a party yesterday and now i cant drive and the school bus fucking sucks because my bitchass neighbor decided to call me fat and tell people my secrets about my stupid family so now everyone knows that im scared of shit and that my family has a long line of addicts and cancer and i have to go on the bus tomorrow because... » Continue Reading
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so i live in like a really populated place, and the other day i was out and just walking around, im working at this small business type thing that is pretty popular in my state and i was on my way back from work. it was like 7 pm and there were like 30 people on each street also walking i stopped at this gas station and picked up a few things, iced tea, some snacks. when i was checking out there w... » Continue Reading
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i wanna be brutally honest, you dont need to read this, but i know you'll relate. i think about you constantly. my brain works in this weird way, its like traffic, i have lanes in my mind all running at once and one of those lanes are constantly focused on you. i love your hands, i love your face, i love your laugh and i love your smile. but i love so much more about you. i love everything that ma... » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
Cingulomania; The strong, overwhelming desire to hold someone in your arms. (n) Ex. I feel cingulomania when I think about you. Why I Relate. I feel this often. The urge to hold you in my arms, or the other way around. It's this version of manic that comes from a want to hold someone you feel a deep love for. It doesn't need to be from a romantic desire. But that is why most people use it. You c... » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
I have so many love poems. I didn't make these poems when I thought I was in love before. It's just now. Maybe that is my sign. Maybe that is how I know. A recent example, 'Lately, you have changed my life. But also made my anxiety go through the earth. It makes me want to bury myself in the dirt, with the earthworms and beetles. But I wouldn't want to be alone. I'd want to take you with me. Drag ... » Continue Reading
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