update!

officially trying to move on from the big O, he keeps messaging me and the ghosting me so its pretty much boring atp so yeah, life hasnt been bad lately its been pretty much okay figuring out my pills has been confusing but its okay id say im pretty much over that drama friend stuff we all laugh about it now and ive moved on from out quickly they thought i would be a bad person! but yeah, the only really bad thing has been my lack of sleep i mean, here i am, the person who used to get called  a grandma for going to sleep bfore 8pm every night writing this at 10:05pm while not even tired, but life has been pretty good lately. they are definetly going to up my pills again, if it doesnt work next then they are swapping me over so yeah, awesome. my friend did make a joke the other day that hit me and i found myself wanting to message him and also thinking about jokes he and i have. but thinking about him and that joke he made has got my head twisted up. saw a new mmusical though so that was awesome and i can talk about how i relate to one of the characters more now that i saw it in musical form right thats it so far bye !!!