It's really hard for me to get new friends online and irl , and it really sucks . Like they'll always find another person to replace me somehow . I've tried literally everything , joining this site , being more active in dc and Instagram and also trying to talk more irl , but nothing is working . I don't know what I'm doing wrong ,,, I mean it could be me who's just really unattractive and awkward... » Continue Reading
I was at a restaurant and these old lady was talking bad about my stockings (theyre ripped ) ,.,,. I don't even know them and I didn't even notice them til I heard them myself . These type of stuff happen a lot to me and my family ,,, whenever we're out in public . I mean it's just weird y'know, to talk bout those kind of things,,.,.,I mean whats the point? It never made sense to me how people ca... » Continue Reading
Hiya !! Heh been a long time (not really) since I've made a blog !! I'm walking while I'm writing (typing) this .., so yeah there's might be some mistakes . I'm walking in ginza right now , trying to find some dinner ..!! ... » Continue Reading
for some reason the images in my marquee wont load / show ,,., its only showing as little blue box question marks ,.. the image link was originally from pinterest , then i converted it to like another link because i thought that it would show afterwards BUT IT STILL DIDNT,., SOO,., LIKE,..,IDK WHAT ELSE TO DO NOW.,.,HELP.,,.SOS,.,..PLZ,,. » Continue Reading
guys im in hsopitl rn ,,,. pls send prayers fo me ok,,,!??????????? sihgh im so sad im in hspoital.,,. siigghhh.,,.., hello this is avadores mom,,, sadly she,, she,,. SIIKEEE GOTTEEEMM U JUSUT GOT PRNAKED anyways I'm still in hospital guh OUUUUWWJJJJ » Continue Reading
Gosh its so hard making irl friends ,,,,mendhgwhat !!! Maybe I'm just born in the wrong place,.,, I dunno,,., I tried so hard to fit in but it just won't work !!!!!! what am I doing wrong!+1!+1?1?19(1@8 I mean Ookay no it sounds like I haven't tried at all BUT NO IVE TRIED , REAL HARD . it's just that I don't knwoN!;!;#;! The small talks I had with people just leads to nothing , like what... » Continue Reading
hello,,..,wow,.,.i just knew how to see who added me.,.,.,omg,.,hi,..,heh.,,love u all,.,i wanna chat wiht u guys,.,. but idk hwo to start convos without it being weird,.,.or awkwerd., and like ,, i forget to reply most of the times since im confused on what to say so,.,yeah .,.,.,., if im awkward,.,.sorry.,,.,heh.,.,im cursed with it .,.,. heh,.,love u oomfs,.,.,., :pp » Continue Reading
i wish i could make like difffrent pages of like my profile thingy in spacehey like in neocities,,.,., because , i really want to make like my page info thingy with other aesthetics or vibes,,., ugghh i mean i guess i could just make a neocities profile.,.,but NO I CANT,.,BECUZ MY STUPID COUNTRY BANNED IT ,.,., i havta use vpn..,,mnmgngnh,.but my dad would get mad if i donwload it on the laptop,.,... » Continue Reading
I love school breaks !! I could rot in bed, sew , draw , and just do crafts !! But at the same time I hate it so much , cause school breaks always reminds me of how friendless I am Uhgghghwhghhhe Itsbso hard talking to new people (irl)!!!!! » Continue Reading
Was going to end it all on the new years but then byler was like “oh , no no no no youre not gonna end it all yet- dont even think about it gworlπποΈπποΈπ€¦βοΈπππ€£” » Continue Reading
Im not excited for the new years at all . The concept of chage really does scare me , i mean its not like i want to stay in the past . Its just that i dont think i’ll be able to adapt that well since things are changing drastically for me . i wish i could atleast spend the new years and Christmas with people who enjoys my presence , people who really acknowledges me . Instead, i have to spend it ... » Continue Reading
BOIIII WHY IS IT SO FLIPPIN HARD TO MAKE MY PAGE LOOK NICE.,.,,,. MY LAPTOPS OVERHEATING!!!!!!!!!!!!! explosion incomminggggg gefsgfghefhqvg2ft1fg22g1u » Continue Reading