"it has to get better"
He/Him, 17M, WA, USA - pfp is me if that wasn't obvious
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Category: Music
every so often i'll have a particular song stuck in my head for a day or a week or two, so why not keep track and try to share it? i'll update this now and then as well as keep records of past songs! TODAY'S SONG: » Continue Reading
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Category: SpaceHey
hey!! so i thought i'd make a longer intro just so you can know me better somewhat > LOCATION: WA, USA (specifically pnw) > TIMEZONE: PST > EXTRA: - i'm a trans guy, primarily mlm, demisexual acefluxish? - i'm half mexican and can kiiinda understand a little spanish, though i'm not fluent. - if ur » Continue Reading
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Category: Music
FINALLY! i would've gotten them a lot sooner except the seattle show is 21+ so im going to the show in portland. technically i only got 1 ticket since no one will go with me. i'm still a pretty new driver so im kinda nervous to drive all thw way there which will be like, 3-4 hours. i also didn't take into account that i'll probably have to pay for parking and merch if i wanna get any. so... whoops... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
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Category: Blogging
WOW i think i've been stuck in this rut for so long that i feel like i've completely lost myself. like who the hell am i dude i was not expecting another identity crisis at 17 » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
finally, after a GRUELING 4 months, I have watched every single dan and phil video EVER (except most deleted ones obviously...). i wish i could've kept track better cus i wanted to do a march madness type thing with all my favorite videos to find my top favorite of all time, buttt im too lazy and i fucked up the count. oh well. but yeah, 20 years of content over 4 months. (maybe i'll do it again a... » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
one last time i hear you breathe, peacefully asleep like you were all those years ago when we crammed ourselves into your twin bed and we held each other until our bodies dripped with sweat. this time it's cold and i hold myself, and i know i must go soon but still i latch onto your presence, though not conscious and distorted by the haze of sleep. there is still love and sweetness, but resentment... » Continue Reading
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Category: Fashion, Style, Shopping
so i found this place called queertransproject (.org) that basically sends out things like packers, binders, etc for free!! there's also stuff for trans women, but i haven't looked at it all. they only have a few set dates where you can order cus they sell out quick, the next one is this saturday (march 14) at 8pm est. (also this miiiight only be for the US? im not sure) hopefully this helps someo... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
had a doctor's appointment yesterday. got referred to a gender clinic, but we have to wait a week to even call them. years ago i would've been so happy about this, but im honestly so pissed about being forced to do this the "official" way. i don't want to sit on waitlists and get my blood drawn all the time and get therapy and get asked invasive questions about something i'm ashamed of. none of th... » Continue Reading
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Category: Quiz/Survey
160+ survey holy shit.... well i've got nothing better to do and i love oversharing so here (found this on someone's forum, i forgot who but thanks!!) 1. Last beverage: Water 2. Last phone call: » Continue Reading
Category: Life
i genuinely hate my face so much i cant stand looking at it, and everything i do to make myself more tolerable is all redundant cus i will always look like this :') i've been trying to make myself more comfortable with it by showing my face more on here, but it hasn't really done anything. my hair never looks good, when it's curly i think it'd be better straight when it's straight i think it'd be ... » Continue Reading
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