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Category: Blogging
I have been avoiding this place a little, do not see much purpose in it. I cannot really write freely because it may be read but I also am not writing for an audience... But I did not want to write in my word doc so here I am! Had a hell of a morning. Not going to go into it but it was pretty shitty, and then I had to write my math assignment. It was pretty easy but I have not been studying that m... » Continue Reading
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Category: Blogging
Day was uneventful until lunch when I stopped by the flower's room at lunch so I could ask her to help me with my assignment but she immediately burst into speech and I never found a moment to ask her. She is such a gossip and a pretty spiteful one but she is likeable and although I cannot agree with her rather cynical views I admire them and feel drawn to agree with them... Her bf is 67 years old... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
November. Beautiful day out. Woke up feeling super lethargic and that carried on to the first hour of my venture but after all the minutes started blurring into each other and I remembered why I love this thing, perfect circles and a feeling of being let loose in a vastness. Lying on the ground eating blueberries in the cold with the best company on earth. Screw it, I cannot write on here. It is s... » Continue Reading
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Category: Parties and Nightlife
Feeling better less mucus less gross, It is super wet out. I probably should have gone out to study but at the same time I should learn how to work in the same place I eat and shit. I just read am actual translation of a poem I translated, here is my meager effort: Catullus 59: Rufa of Bologna fellates Rufulus Wife of Menenius, whom often in graveyards You see, seizing dinner off the funeral pyr... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Almost Halloween. Halloween last yr was probably my most eventful Halloween. It will be nothing like that this year but that is fitting, I have changed, things have changed. Costume would be fun though ahaha. I am still sick, I felt like pretty damn good on Sunday but after racing I felt sick again and freezing yesterday night was not smart but damn was it fun. It's hard to heal properly for me, ... » Continue Reading
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Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes
I could write about my whole day, about the fall preview, about having to decide, everything I am facing. I am facing all these massive decisions and I am having a hard time with it, but simultaneously there is this pervasive awareness that it really does not matter very much. It matters so very little. What I do with my life, whether I do what I love, whether I quit this, or sacrifice that, it re... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
Orgasm- 1680s, "sexual climax, the acme of venereal excitement," from French » Continue Reading
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Category: Blogging
Feel like crap. Went for a short ride and stopped by a lost and found sale that Ocelot was attending. Was not great but nice to see her/see everyone bustling for a good deal. Did not go to XC because it takes a lot outta me and I have to race on Sunday and I really really want to win (I am terribly out of shape but please I just want a win). XC coach is pissed and literally called my mom even tho... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
Too tired to get anything down but the bare bones of what I want to say. Bar tender was perky (?) and pushed out his stomach. Blue Moss: Last time I heard them play a set it was completely different. I wrote about it then as well. The last time it felt like there was a barrage of sound. Like every register was filled and pushing me into myself. Into the pit of my stomach and lower and lower. This ... » Continue Reading
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Category: Food and Restaurants
The girl who sits beside me in French keeps peeking over at my laptop. "oh sorry, just nosy" That is not an excuse. "I am feeling very mischievous today" "alright" (tf am I supposed to say to that) She probably saw it on some tumblr post.... Alright whatever. Cannot wait till my gf force feeds me pretzels » Continue Reading
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Category: Writing and Poetry
The way so words just roll "R" little gurgles in the throat. Everyone in French today making animal sounds (in french) when one person lets themselves go so many follow. Praps I am spitting out nonsense. I seem to have forgotten how to write. Lost an aspect of how I used to write at least. I do not think I can regain it but no doubt I can invent a new way. I just have to hope that the conscious me... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
"I am going to draw some teeny tiny tangent lines" Math teacher so enthusiastic. Skinny long haired dork beside me says "what the sigma!" when we cross the horizontal aysmptote. I should clean my waterbottle. Got a thermos today but I did not have time to make tea. I am pretty excited about it. Yesterday lingers in my bones. The songs I have been listening to forever have taken new association. A ... » Continue Reading
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