K, I'm sorry.... I probably should just disappear.... No one would ever understand how cursed I am,... but this isn't about me,... it's about not being a bother,... not exposing others to my illness.... ...I always wanted to be there for others, especially those who are kind, decent souls,... but I'm too damaged, to broken,... too unstable.... I wished to be a healer, but I'm becoming a disease.... » Continue Reading
Morality. Good, bad, in-between.... It's really not that complicated. You do what you do. Does it harm you, or someone else? Are your intentions to cause harm? I imagined a world where people are honest, and kind to each other. A world where everyone cares, supports each other, and looks after each other. I don't get this from fairy tails, but from history, small communities that took care of ... » Continue Reading
I apologize for having issues. I've been struggling, and this isn't supposed to be about me.... I made this as an outlet, to put out positive energy. To tell some people they're beautiful, and amazing, and appreciated. If you're on my friend's list, I think you're amazing. If we've talked, and you're nice, but not on my friend's list, I still think you're amazing, I probably just forgot to add ... » Continue Reading
Maybe I could write something beautiful, but what would be the point? It's not about anyone liking me, winning anyone over. I'm just no one, nothing, just a broken soul drifting along. A ghost wondering why I exist, why I persist. I'll heal someone, fix a thing or two, and go on my way. I'll disappear, as if I never existed. Just forgotten.... It's better this way,... cause no one should be bother... » Continue Reading
Maybe I could say all the right things to make you fall in love with me. Maybe I could be perfect, irresistible. Maybe I could, but it wouldn't be real. It wouldn't be worth it. What's the point, when it's easy? If you think I'm perfect, do you really even know me? What happens when you see my faults, my scars, my weakness? What happens when I disap » Continue Reading
Sometimes I'm too honest, and too real. ๐ฅ I'm sorry. I swear I don't mean to be a bother, or any harm. ๐ I know I should be quiet.๐ค » Continue Reading
I get it. I'm stupid. I'm lame. I should know better than to think I could ever be good enough. ...I said you can just ignore me, that's fine, it's ok, really.... ...but why did you add me, to just remind me how worthless I am? ...like, what the fuck? ...I know I'm just a bother, I'm worthless, but did you really have to go out of the way to make me » Continue Reading
Seriously, I'm thoroughly convinced I shouldn't exist, and should just stop breathing. I'm always nothing but a bother, people lie to me and say I'm not. I care too much, and love my friends, but I'm stupid, ugly, and just pathetic, and I'm wrong for thinking I could ever be good enough. Things will be better when I don't exist anymore. I wish I never existed in the first place, it would have b... » Continue Reading
OMG! YOU'RE SO AMAZING, AND BEAUTIFUL! You're such a cool person. >. < Oh, yea, sorry, I'm just some idiot. ๐ I love you so much.๐ Oh, sorry, I forget I'm not supposed to have feelings. ×.× ๐ค (really hoping you're having an awesome day and stuffs.๐ฎ) ๐ถ » Continue Reading
...I bet you're so cool.... ...you're so pretty.... >. < I'd never be good enough for you. ๐ Don't mind me, I'm stupid. ๐ถ I hope you're doing well, and stuff. . . . . ...who am I kidding, you're not reading this. ... » Continue Reading