😞

I get it.

I'm stupid.

I'm lame.

I should know better than to think I could ever be good enough.

...I said you can just ignore me, that's fine, it's ok, really....

...but why did you add me, to just remind me how worthless I am?

...like, what the fuck?

...I know I'm just a bother, I'm worthless, but did you really have to go out of the way to make me feel like an idiot?

...make me think you're actually interested in talking to me, just to disappear, or block me without saying a word?

...yea, no one has to respond to me, but it's not fair to have someone tease me, just to make me feel like an idiot....

...I actually thought you were such a cool person.... 😞

Sorry I'm stupid.  I really should know better than to think any of this matters. >.<