So recently I've started working out and although I'm pretty happy with working out and I feel good about myself afterwards, I feel I'm not doing enough when it comes to full body workouts. I'm new to working out and so I don't know much but I would appreciate any help I get. This is my workout routine that I do on alternating days with weekends off, so I only work out on Mondays, Wednesdays and F... » Continue Reading
I feel strange. I'm just feeling melancholic all of a sudden. When I'm reading something or watching something cool, I feel my usual ambition and like mental energy but then it leaves me quick like there's a hole and I'm leaking water. More than melancholy, I'm feeling a ton of other emotions right now. I miss my partner but also I'm mad at them. I want to talk to them more, hold them in my arms, ... » Continue Reading
So unfortunately I was unable to meet my lovely partner. They were in a lot of pain today and they couldn't come out for our date. We haven't seen each other in a wile and now I'm anxious that they will flake on me on my birthday cause I asked them to spend time with me on my birthday. If that happens, I will genuinely be so heartbroken because then I know they don't truly care about me. I want th... » Continue Reading
Tomorrow, I'm finally meeting up with my partner after a month of not seeing each other at all. Well we're technically in a situationship cause like we love each other but we're not official but that's besides the point. I need tomorrow to be here like NOW. I love them so much and thinking about our date in 18 hours is filling with me with so much nervousness or excitement (I can't tell) that my H... » Continue Reading