macky and i became an official couple yesterday, october 19, 2025. after we watched *the evil does not exist* in sm manila, we went to their home and then he asked me there, “will you be my girlfriend?” then i said yes. he was so happy and looked at his phone to see the date. he said he won't forget that date. after that, we watched the movie *18x2*, then cuddled for a while, then we kissed > < i ... » Continue Reading
We had a movie and food date yesterday. He waited for me at Robinsons, and when I accidentally entered the wrong entrance, he took a video of me! I was super shy, but he kept teasing me. When we finally saw each other, we hugged so long and so tightly because we missed each other so much. We stayed in the mall for a while—he brushed my hair and gave me sweets he got for being active in recitations... » Continue Reading
I’m really attracted to this guy. He’s so open with me. We always talk about our past selves and past relationships without it feeling cringe. Maybe this is how it goes when you’re truly sincere with someone. We’re so open, we talk things out, and we share our perspectives on different things. It feels like I’m not just dating a guy but also having a best friend. » Continue Reading
I met this guy on Telegram when I was so fucked up with men. I just got tired of men who can’t communicate properly, as if I’m talking to a wall. Then this guy just popped into my DMs, and we started chatting about life and past relationships, as well as how this generation goes. We talked for days, then for a week. After that, we moved to Instagram and Facebook. I just knew we clicked. He communi... » Continue Reading
He will never fathom the ache of walking away, though my feet have worn the path smooth. Once I liked him—never loved—yet he was the first to find me at my lowest tide, a drowned girl, salt in her hair. He speaks in blanks, a man without vowels, unable to make a sentence of care. He cannot grow. He has confessed himself beneath the standard like a rusted coin, dull in the palm. He is the only man ... » Continue Reading
I almost forgot how your weight once settled in my hands, how your voice slipped under my skin and stayed there. You were always the chocolate—dark, certain, the thing you never questioned. I was the strawberry cake—soft, layered, too sweet for my own good. I kept giving pieces of myself, until the plate was almost bare. » Continue Reading
I love McDonald’s, it is always my go-to when I want something quick and comforting. But honestly, I am not a fan of their fries because they usually taste like they have no salt. I still ordered them today though, along with burger steak and rice. I was also hoping to get the Cinnamoroll toy since I really love it, but I ended up with Hello Kitty instead. She is cute too, but I still wish it was ... » Continue Reading
I just want to share the essay I wrote when I was in SHS. I know it’s not that good or perfect, but I did my best to write it. Grilled Pork Chops: How I Managed to L » Continue Reading
I haven’t been journaling much since I withdrew from college. Writing has always been something I loved, it’s why I chose BA in Journalism at PUP. But as time went on, I realized it didn’t feel like *me*. I kept asking myself if I really loved it or if I was just forcing myself to. I think that’s normal for a freshman — being only 18 and still figuring out what’s ahead, what I like, what I dre... » Continue Reading