his girl? ><

macky and i became an official couple yesterday, october 19, 2025. after we watched *the evil does not exist* in sm manila, we went to their home and then he asked me there, “will you be my girlfriend?” then i said yes. he was so happy and looked at his phone to see the date. he said he won't forget that date.

after that, we watched the movie *18x2*, then cuddled for a while, then we kissed >< i like his kisses—the french kisses and the neck kisses. that made me feel so weak. before that, he said he would brush his teeth. that’s when i knew that he would kiss me. and i was like, how about me? what if i had bad breath? ackk idk.

i was so conscious the whole time, even when we were on the train on the way to my house. he just stared at me, memorizing my facial features, while i felt shy and just touched his eyebrows. that time, i was so nervous while his eyes were on me. i was asking permission to wax his eyebrows because i didn’t know what to say—his eyes were nailed on me.

then when i had the courage, i asked him, “why? are you going to kiss me?” then we both laughed in the train—mine echoed.

when i got home, i looked haggard, i knew it, but he kept saying i looked so gorgeous. bruh, i love him.

he gave me a gift, sanitary pads, a cinamoroll toy, cosmopolitan keychains, a case for my id, and a painting he made—it’s cinamoroll. he also gave me vitamins and a balm that can be used for itchy skin. i really appreciate what he gave and what he can give me.

i don’t demand much of him since he’s still studying, and i don’t want to be a disturbance or take too much of his time. i like him, and i love him so much.

that’s it.