I haven’t been journaling much since I withdrew from college.
Writing has always been something I loved, it’s why I chose BA in Journalism at PUP. But as time went on, I realized it didn’t feel like *me*. I kept asking myself if I really loved it or if I was just forcing myself to.
I think that’s normal for a freshman — being only 18 and still figuring out what’s ahead, what I like, what I dream of becoming. Withdrawing was such a big decision for me, but looking back a year later, I feel like it’s one of the best choices I’ve ever made.
This gap year gave me space to think, to explore my interests, and to reflect on what I want to do for the rest of my life. I got to spend more time with nature, at home, with family and friends. I discovered new hobbies, new dreams, and a clearer path.
Now, I’m excited to go back to college next year, this time with a stronger sense of who I am and what I want. ✧
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CrvvshPigeon
This gives me hope for my current situation (ᵔ⩊ᵔ), i think everyone starts out unsure of what they want to do and go with what seems easiest in the moment in terms of college. ( ◡‿◡ *) Maybe some introspection and stepping back might help in the long run for me as well
σ( ̄、 ̄〃).
I totally get that. It’s normal to feel unsure at first, and taking a little time to think things over usually helps. ^_^
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