I've come back from a faculty dinner for the history department at my school a few hours ago and I wanted to tell you about something I did that I felt like I really had to muster up all the courage I can get to do. I think those reading my blogs already know this, but I am a very reclusive type of person. I live alone because I'm afraid of living with others, I don't mingle with people in my cla... » Continue Reading
I'm not one to buy into dream interpretation, since I'm aware a lot of it is just a pseudoscience. However, it's fun to think about especially when your dreams have all had reoccurring themes for years. Even when I'm not particularly stressed, I'll have dreams about my teeth. Or I'll have dreams about being chased by some malevolent figure. They aren't particularly nightmarish to where I wake up ... » Continue Reading
School started again, so I've been kind of inactive as I worm my away around a completely new department of my school. I'm trying to get an anthropology minor in my last two semesters, so that's what I've been up to. I've also been inactive.... because I somehow flipped my sleep schedule around. I'm sleeping at 12 or before that now semi-frequently. It's kind of crazy. I'm so used to hanging out o... » Continue Reading
I don't think there's been a year quite like 2025 for me. It was rough in more ways than one, but I managed to pull through. I spent New Years with friends that I care for so deeply. My New Years' Resolution is to take far less shit from people. I joked to my friends that I'm gonna get "far more evil" in 2026. I'm not gonna accept blatant rude behavior done to me! If I give handmake/bake someone ... » Continue Reading
I'm back home for winter break and I'm getting reaccustomed to the unfamiliarity of my parent's house. I wasn't able to stay at my friend's apartment for winter break as planned. It turns out I am so allergic to her dog that my eyes swelled, a sore throat was coming on, and I was sneezing/coughing like a motherfucker. I had to go home. Back in my parents' house! Yahoo!!! I guess I'm gonna ramble ... » Continue Reading
I had this really palpable Thanksgiving day mental turmoil that I wish I didn't really have. And the rest of this blogpost I guess is emo as hell, but you already know why I'm here!! #worldisafuck I don't have a problem being alone typically, but I guess the combination of everything that's happened over November, alongside my relationship with family and everyone else really made that day and the... » Continue Reading
It's really funny to write this knowing that the first blogpost I wrote mentioning my boyfriend (now ex?) was about how he ranked my art between my friends. He was very open about the fact that my friend was far better at me at art than I was. It made me so deeply insecure that no matter what-- even to my own boyfriend-- I would never be number one to anyone. That's neither here nor there on why ... » Continue Reading
i have no idea how anything like this works but ive had pretty awful luck for a while and people in my life think something is up with how comically bad it is. tempted to go to a psychic or something but im afraid if they read my palm or pull out some tarot cards, the cards will blow up in front of me and i'll be told i'll die tomorrow. what do i do. things in my life don't work out the way they'r... » Continue Reading
i am deadass so tired of having to use a barely usable app that can't connect to a machine to save its goddamn life just to do my laundry. also the fact that laundry is $3 PER load is absolutely ridiculous. i feel like im being beaten like a pinata just to wash my clothes right. i also look so ridiculous having to step outside of my laundry room to wave my phone around in the air outside just for ... » Continue Reading
I do sorta apologize for the whole "woe is me" rant but what is spacehey blog. or what is this profile if not to be "woe is me". TRUST ME! I'm taking control of my life. I'm working hard to get the opportunities I want and THIS IS JUST A HURDLE. trust. #hopecore. I remember at the start of every semester I was SO excited to start a new leaf with my academic life. I'd start new studying habits. I'... » Continue Reading
For those of you who don't know I have a Twitch channel that is kind of slowly growing. Don't ask what this channel is because I don't want this blogpost connected to me but it's SO annoying when you don't even have one person in your chat talking to you. If I'm streaming on a weekend and no one shows up it genuinely makes me feel like I'm wasting my time and I should do something more productive.... » Continue Reading
I'm trying to join a historical society at my school and not only is it kind of extremely obscure to access and find info for, but for some reason you have to go in with your physical application consisting of your filled out application, a check, and your transcripts, and then go deliver it to a specific room in a building EVERYONE gets lost in. During a symposium. In the morning. Hey man have w... » Continue Reading
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