"i wish so badly, to be meaningful"
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Category: Life
my birthday was more or less 20 days ago, i had the most attendees out of all my birthday parties by a long shot, it truly was an amazing experience who would have imagined just how much changes in your life by simply attempting to be out there, to be someone, to find reason and love within yourself if you were to look, it's likely you'll hear my heartbeat has been replaced by various melodies bir... » Continue Reading
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Category: Blogging
the presence of a constructed and rigid measurement of time, the second, the minute, the hour, the days, the months i feel confined behind these definitions set up by ones which i do not know deadlines, time limits, we're bound by something so scarce and unwavering doesn't it feel limiting to you? 'if only i had more time' whispers of regret and sorrow quickly follow the actions which make us huma... » Continue Reading
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Category: Blogging
saying i wish to control time is to say i wish i had it all , it is innumerable the amount of times i thought to myself how badly i want to have this power it's the desire of a boy who dwells to heavily on what it could or should have been of one who daydreams about alternative life paths knowing he'll never get to experience them isn't that so sad? we only get to do this once, with no guarantee o... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
school returns in a few days my summer break only really lasted a month, i traversed it with intent of fully living every part of it; and i believe i was, for the most part, successful. it's ever curious how the length of a month is constantly fluctuating throughout my life, the notion of something constant in your life and yet it never quite feels the same. i give it neither a negative or positiv... » Continue Reading
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Category: Dreams and the Supernatural
i just woke up from a slightly profound dream i was waiting for the crosswalk sign to switch so i could cross, as i waited i observed so much of everything around me. across from me were two girls who were so caught up in chatting that they forgot to press the button to cross. there was a driver passionately singing to themselves waiting for the light to turn green. a bus driver taking his first s... » Continue Reading
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Category: Blogging
last night i fell in love with living again. the vanilla-scented candle on my desk, writing new music, my cat purring by my side. i feel so grateful to be living the life i am. it's progress, many points in time i wished i didn't this life; that i was non-existent. it's taking me 17 long years to finally realize i can surround myself with things that bring me joy. with things that make me happy. h... » Continue Reading
Category: SpaceHey
i just really wish there was a way to search for recent entries in categories for blogs. i love reading recent entries but sometimes they're kind of repetitive and i wish i could sort them... oh well not much else to say -tent 5:30 AM 7.22.25 » Continue Reading
Category: Music
sometimes i feel like i'm a different person everyday anywho !! wanted to share some lyrics i reallyyy love today " » Continue Reading
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Category: Dreams and the Supernatural
where the cost of living was free i spent my time wandering open grass fields, enamored by roses, and joyful at the experience of living i was inspired to take a walk around my town. the gray, uninspiring space it is was charming in its own unique way every single thing has beauty to be found some things are just forever lost my fears, problems, everything negative in my life at any point in tim » Continue Reading
Category: Life
music when you listen to a song and it makes you feel. how does that happen? i always wonder how simply hearing something, can make you feel emotions are so interesting i want you to revisit the last song that made you feel something. tell me why doesn't it feel kind of warm? to be affected by the things around you; it's like a slight tap on the shoulder by everything around you to let you » Continue Reading
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Category: Blogging
i feel like there might be a term for it.. when you find a new creator you like—or that you actively follow and you consume every last piece of content they have available for you and then you still seek more and lowkey become impatient about not receiving more content is the term just being chronically online? this notion hasn't really happened occurred to me at an extreme level but i do often fi... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
i think this is the best summer i've ever had—nothing grand, just simply at peace with my life and all its happenings i've only actively experienced so few of my summers but something feels different. ever since i started actively seeing the world around me i have been feeling great ! it's as if i finally gained consciousness, feels like i'm pretending to know what it means to be alive now today i... » Continue Reading
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