"man i rather sit at home, spending hours on my phone D:"
ilya | 14y/o ?????????????
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Category: Writing and Poetry
happy birthday to me anyways here's a translation of my poem i did --- i don’t want to be strong. don’t want to understand everything. don’t want to look for reasons and realize i don’t even want this at all. i just want to be. not someone. not who i should be. just me. for a second. for a minute. i never asked for this hell. i didn’t choose to be » Continue Reading
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Category: Friends
i can't find anyone, especially friend with opposite gender 😭 ijustwannatalktoanyoneokkkkkwkkslslskdjdnnncndkwkejbrb » Continue Reading
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Category: Food and Restaurants
so i did go to sleep in 4 am then suddenly my mom waked me up because it was like 10:41 and my lessons starts in 11:00 (to get here i need like 40 minutes) the day was already kinda shitty because my neck was hurting, i was sleepy, it was heavy raining, and just.. u get it so to get less sleepy and just be more energetic i wanted to buy a coffee i found a coffee shop, then i needed to choose the c... » Continue Reading
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Category: Blogging
just wanted to say that i feel little bit better. (read 3 blogs that i did before if u haven't) » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
(read 2 posts before please its very and very important) there was one guy that was a little toxic to me he grabbed my hat and didn't want to give it back even after i asked him i started to try return it back but by accident we throwed fists a bit it was not that serious, but my white hat's dirty now so after everything stopped i was peacefully sitting alone, some girls (there was 4 of them) come... » Continue Reading
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Category: Friends
im on a street with these guys that i talked about on the last vlog idk i actually feel a little unwelcomed not because of the people, but me i mean.. i kinda have a feeling that im annoying and clingy, and there's too much of me i always being too much to be honest, if everyone saying that then that's true im sitting right now on a stone tile by alone while other keeping the convo im not sad, i ... » Continue Reading
Category: Friends
so like 2 days ago i wanted to met my friend, and she said that she's with her friends rn. i was like "ok, can i maybe go with yall??" and she agreed then after i met her at the place (roof :D), i saw like 25 people in one place, one playing guitar, others playing volleyball, some was just talking one of the girls came to me and said: "are you in roses cult?" i said no she invited me in a chat gro... » Continue Reading
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Category: Music
here's the song would like to hear a honest opinion abt it :DD » Continue Reading
Category: Friends
anyone! i have good reasons to be friends w me official reason list 1. - im not ignoring 2. - im a good guy 3. - im a cool guy 4. - i can dance kazak 5. - u happy = me happy. u sad = me sad. me no no wanna be sad » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
i don't really know if any people will read this, but anyways, hello and my name is ilya (илья in russian) currently, i live in belarus aka potato country im pretty weird tbh but funny im making music in fl studio and playing with sounds & genres (i can make from breakcore and lofi to uptempo hardcore) that's not what i only can do! i have many hobbies as game development (maybe will show in next ... » Continue Reading
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