(i wanna start this off by saying that i don’t encourage drugs, you don’t need it to be cool or have fun, just be yourself) The first time i ever tried weed was an edible i got off of the internet. I know it sounds stupid, it was, My friend (at the time) was into weed heavily but they lived across the country. I told them about my interest in trying it, they told me that they would take it with me... » Continue Reading
I’m guy, i was born as guy and i never thought twice about it. Though most of early age i never questioned myself and what i was attracted too because i felt myself attracted to what was considered normal for a boy. I like girls, that’s something that can’t deny, but the issues began in middle school. Everyone knows middle school boys aren’t the most welcoming in the world, they run in groups and ... » Continue Reading
I understand why people get high, from the couple of experiences i’ve had with weed. Addiction runs deep in my family so i’ve always been adamant on not indulging myself so deeply, swearing that i wouldn’t end up as some of my unfortunate relatives. However i’m human, so i caved in and have tried weed and alcohol and weirdly discovered that i hate when i’m not myself. Like being high was fun but t... » Continue Reading
I was literally brought here when i was super young and being a loser doesn’t help. There is nothing to do in this town, it’s all filled with old white republicans, there is no scene here. I tried looking up anything related to my town with any underground venues and couldn’t find anything near by, it’s all like 2 or 3 hours away at a bigger city. I wished i lived in a more diverse town that i can... » Continue Reading
I’ve only been high twice in my life and both were edibles, i don’t like smoke and i get paranoid about any kind of smell especially since i’m not in a legal state. Getting high always seemed like a chore to me, i would have to find an optimal day and time, make sure i had food/snacks near by and my parents not around. Even after taking it, it was nice but the slight discomfort of being high kinda... » Continue Reading
I hate that i have to wake up in this body and not the one i envision in my dreams. I wake up and immediately hate myself because i realize i didn’t magically change overnight into a beautiful pretty girl. Now i have to face the reality of not being able to have that body and being able to dress up all pretty, and having a masculine girlfriend. Life wasn’t this hard when i wasn’t on the internet, ... » Continue Reading
I remember i had a phase were when i stayed up late i would lay in bed, put on headphones and stare at the ceiling in pitch black. I would always listen to duster or other slowcore type of bands, I wouldn't sleep but i tried my best to not here. Nowadays i've stopped doing it because i have a job, but now i need some sort of song to sleep to and it seems stratosphere by duster does it best. Is dus... » Continue Reading
A lot people don't like working overnight because it destroys their social life, but i never had one so i love working overnight. I get to be alone listening to music and just chill with knowing i won't have to interact with other people irl. Waking up at 2 pm is a drawback everyone talks about but i was already doing that so its not a big change. working over night is fun » Continue Reading
That might the right term, idk, but i keep getting those videos on tiktok about those Japanese girls with those long cute decorated nails doing vlogs. Like they get up and get ready but seeing their make up, hand, nails, and how they have those cute vanity’s and makeup cases. It makes me so envious that i’m not one of them, waking up and smoking a cigarette, and getting all pretty for the day. I’m... » Continue Reading
Is it only me who gets anxiety wearing headphones in public, like i feel im being watched. I also don't like being able to hear around me while walking in places i don't know. Headphones feel like a stationary thing to me, maybe I'm just on the spectrum, thats not a joke i actually do neec to get that checked but not under this administration i will. » Continue Reading
I’m so glad i found this website, at least one of my family members follows me on every other social media platform, but none of them know this place. It makes it hard to speak about certain topics when you just want to be anonymous to a certain extent. » Continue Reading
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