First time getting high and being too high

(i wanna start this off by saying that i don’t encourage drugs, you don’t need it to be cool or have fun, just be yourself) The first time i ever tried weed was an edible i got off of the internet. I know it sounds stupid, it was, My friend (at the time) was into weed heavily but they lived across the country. I told them about my interest in trying it, they told me that they would take it with me so i would be the only one high. I ordered a brownie online and after anxiously waiting if either the cops will show up or the fedex guy. I checked the mail box and the package was there, me and the friend set up some food and they were guiding me along on how I’ll feel and that i shouldn’t be worried about anything. Long story short, the brownie was shit, it did nothing. However the second time i tried weed was when i ordered off another website (again, i’m an idiot) it arrived and everything. I asked my friend about how much i should take if this one actually does hit and they said no more than 5 milligrams mostly because im a beginner. I followed the instructions and i was off, i felt good, but i wanted to see if i could handle more so i took another 5 and then another 5. So in total i had around 15 milligrams, i had my noise cancelling headphones and my phone. To say i felt gone was an understatement, i was listening to “Scott pilgrim vs. my gpa” and i swear i was in the studio with them as they were performing the song. I could hear/feel/see every string being plucked, every letter being uttered, every smack of the drums, every voice separated. That’s my main takeaway from my first time actually experiencing weed, that music felt amazing. So my dumbass decided to order something else off of the website, a 25 milligram cookie. It came a few days later and when i had a free night, i ATE THE WHOLE THING like an idiot. I told my friend and they immediately told me that i should microdosed and ate it in pieces, and that i was going to have a rough time. I was immediately panicked but i was able to calm myself down because i knew eventually the high would wear off and ill be okay again. I booted up some fallout 4 and started playing, one moment i’m looking at my hand just fine but then another moment it’s zoomed in like a camera and it zoomed out again. I would think to move my hand but my hand would move like 5 seconds after i told it too, i was lagging irl. I panicked and immediately tried to stand up but i could barely walk, i kinda crashed on my bed and hurriedly tried to calm myself down, my vision was spinning and i felt like i was being pulled in different directions. I put on my headphones and tried to put something on to make me calm down, and at the time that stupid Brooke and Jubal show was popular on tiktok, i found a live of it and sat on it just listening to them speak and no joke it brought me back to my senses. My mindset was “if they keep speaking then i’m alive and i’m fine” i was like this for what seems like hours but in reality it was like an hour. After that whole ordeal i was calm enough to make 2 packs of ramen and dance in my kitchen like a madman around 2 am. After eating what tasted like a 5 start meal, i crashed on my bed and watched jerma clips but he got weird and was honestly freaking me out so i decided to just listen to music again till i feel asleep. Moral of the story is to microdose for your safety and happiness, and just don’t do drugs in general (unless you’re an adult, you do you)