Hii you can call me Rot/Red/Kappchen or Engel, I can speak GER/ENG I'm active on bulletins and blogs rather than messages (but still reply lol) Age: 16 Some interest are: Creative stuff, Nature & Gardening, Love writing and reading currently, Culinary stuff, Nostalgic internet, Horror, Psychology and a little typology (sx5w4) Not a poem writer but i'll give kudos » Continue Reading
I randomly got a mail (to my gmail) from a person claiming to be 'my old friend' help. Sooo im suspicious (I will paste the email below), because. First of all... I wasnt rlly special to them I think? and... they were friend my 'ex boyfriend' (online guys but it wasnt even a boyfriend to me ngl) + HOW TF. They mention that they think it goes to far to email me, yes it does, i never gave u my fking... » Continue Reading
This is embarrassing but like I het so nervous to buy stuff on my own š But today after 2 days of wanting icecream but being to scared, i went to the store and i got a tub of icecream... uhm... it was kinda embarrassing because I grabbed the more expensive icecream rather than the one I wanted and it ended up being 7€... kms. But I ate it in the forest and I felt guilty that I felt full after 1/3 ... » Continue Reading
š° Happy Birthday to whoevers birthday it is I've been writing, drawing, reading and occasionally depressed haha yk I HATE THIS PLACE GET ME OUT. . That's enough. I have been having a lot of super cool ideas recently ^_^ They're just flowing in... as usual tho I am not that good at finding motivation to write my Drafts. Few weeks ago I decied I wanna finally finish my very first Book ever. Info du... » Continue Reading
Woahh this is such a weird feeling lol. Like you know somethings coming and you can control it but, I don't wanna control my identity crisis, I wanna let it spiral out of control. I have some ideas already but it feels superficial asf when you kinda... "plan" (wrong word but ok)... a spiral like that?? :/ Never did that before, I guess I should just try this way but it feels fake asf. HAHA ALSO IM... » Continue Reading
How many? Survey by Rotkappchen/Vila --- How many accounts/followers on your friends?: How many awards have you won?: How many books have you finished?: How many colors can you see right now?: How many countries do you know?: How many countries have you been to?: How many crushes do you have?: How many crushes have you had?: » Continue Reading
Do you guys like my new blog layout? :3 I feel like the white stroke is a bit messy, i'll keep it like this for now tho , it's a bit better in bold. » Continue Reading
Intro I guess I wish I left it by just reading Hideaway and stopped. Hideaway was so good I saw it in a youtube video how they talked about hating it but it literally had all my interests, AND IT WAS SOOO GOOD Legit 5/5 Stars. I liked that it had less sexual scenes it made me crave it from them, but in the other books the sex scenes just felt like a nuisance that I had to read to get to the Plot..... » Continue Reading
Teaa timeee BACKSTORY My Internet got taken away (I'm at a youth group rn i'm 16-ish) I didn't really do anything wrong. They have dumb rules and 'structure' here and I cannot stand it yk. I told my Case worker I wanted to switch group from the moment I got there... Now she's on fking holiday, like wtfff. My phone gets taken away eac » Continue Reading
Hii a survey because... yes. First I will do it with me IRL and then with my Persona (OC) ^_^. Okay holy tjis is cringer than i first thought so š If you're on the verge of unfriending me DONT READ TJIS HAHAHAH M e I R » Continue Reading
I really need a Job / Work for a couple Months to pay off my necklace I need around 1.5k for the necklace (I know it's expensive for my age but it's custom made for my Religion ) The problem is just.. I'm 15 in Germany and in all honesty i've never done a job or even an internship T_T!! I suck with social jobs (such as babysitting, tutoring, etc.) and I'm really shy to even come into the store and... » Continue Reading