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Category: Religion and Philosophy
When I went to Austin, and was actually out there by myself, is when I began to truly question the religion I was raised in. I began to wonder if I really did believe all of it, and began to notice how some of my actions implied that I didn't. And when I asked myself if I did, I realized I didn't truly know what to think of any of it, and that all I knew was that there was an ultimate higher power... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
This was the woman that introduced me to magik by showing me how not to be. Her favorite color was purple and she was a Taurus. She practiced Santeria and liked to work with demons. I know cus I had found books stashed away abt summonings and spells with demons, that looked like they were bought from a rundown spiritual shop in the funny part of town. I feel that she started at a yung age, because... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
Why is it that people tend to think I absolutely need them, when I've been thru the worst by myself? Just because I have luhv for someone and openly express it to them, does not mean I cannot do without them. I've made it by without a lot more than that. It's just if I value you I don't like to let you question it. Esp. when I know what it's like to feel unluhved/unluhvable, unappreciated, or take... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
This might be the oddest thing. And I didn't really wanna write it anywhere else. But sometimes...I take comfort in the isolation I feel from everyone else. If no one cares, then no one is bothered by what I do or is worried abt me, and that comforts me some, to not cause anyone any worry or pain or trouble. Weird way to make peace with things, but hey. If somethin happened to me no one would know... » Continue Reading
Category: Romance and Relationships
I almost pimped a pimp nigga this year. And he respected me for it. So much so that he started talkin abt babies, so I had to cut him off. But I had let him know, I felt like I lost my virginity again with him. Like my grown woman virginity or smth. Nigga changed my posture and my ass grew, both more than they usually have lol. Idk, with him it was just different. That had to be the most expressiv... » Continue Reading
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