Sometimes I miss how my brain was pre therapy before I was crucially aware of everything that was going on inside of my head. Is it the medications that are making my brain worse? Or is it because this job has become the main thing of my mental anguish over the past year? I feel like shit right now writing this, my chest feels like it has a ton of bricks on it and heartbeat keeps fluctuating. I'm... » Continue Reading
I’ve been telling myself I need to journal for like the past 3 days now and I’m just now getting to it. Pre-That-Time-Of-The-Month exhaustion is hitting me on top of being as a current job I dislike with people who are just as miserable. BUUUUUUUT! I do have a job interview tomorrow, it’s at the place I work out in. It’s not a gym, it’s like a community center. Your typical basketball gym, swimm... » Continue Reading
Monday April 28th This is a long ass journal entry, long story short, I'm on space hey now I’m here again, I’ve journaled over so many different mediums it's hard to keep it all in just one plac » Continue Reading