I thought I'd make a little introduction post for anyone interested in getting to know me! I know there's a whole about me section on the profile, but I've always liked making these kinds of posts more :3 I'll try to keep it simple, but I apologize if I ramble a bit » Continue Reading
Heyy all, sorry for my massive inactivity, it rlly just be like that sometimes. Had alot goin on mentally but im locked in now. Made some friends on a discord server so im rlly happy abt that. Nobody i talk to constantly ofc, but we hang out in vcs and chat there. We have party streams on fridays and drink, then stay up all night in afterparty is so awesomesauce :] » Continue Reading
found out yesterday that one of my online friends, who'd had leukemia, passed away back in may of last year. I'd had no idea, i'd been sending her messages, hoping she'd come back, not realizing she was already gone. It feels weird, like i haven't quite processed that she's really gone, that she wont ever grow with me, that she'll never cosplay with me again, that we won't play shitty roblox games... » Continue Reading
Haha i haven't rlly been active lately oopsies sorry abt that. Not much has rlly happened in my life but i figured i'd give an update anyway. Im still alive lol i've been trying to get back into drawing, and im going to see Iron Lung with my irl in a few weeks so thats fun ! Trying to convince them to go with me to the Madoka Magica movie too thats rlly abt it, other than those events upcoming ive... » Continue Reading
Im so sad I didnt get Ena for the new pjsk event BUT i did get Mizuki so im happy with that. i haven't had much going on since ive been pretty focused on pjsk and sleeping most of the time otherwise. Playing pjsk makes me kinda sad sometimes bc I wish i had friend groups like that. i wish i had a group like n25 but im fr just alone lol erm aside from being depressing; i saw the fnaf 2 movie and I ... » Continue Reading
I loveee reading fanfics for my current fixations and finding hcs that i get totally obsessed with. Sometimes i wish i could like comment and yell autistically abt how much i love it but half of the fics are from 2017 cuz the eddsworld fandom is on life support with like five remaining members. Honestly I hav » Continue Reading
title is a joke lol but its crazy how romanticized mental illnesses are these days (that makes me sound old af) like no girl you don't want depression its not cute or silly. 'Omg bed rottingg x' have you tried not getting out of bed for days, not brush » Continue Reading
When i was younger, i'd convinced myself that i preferred to be alone, that my isolation wasn't a curse, but a blessing. I guess to my young mind it really seemed that way, but having a social life isnt much option for a confused kid with undiagnosed autism and depression. People tend to look at you funny, stare at you when you feel complicated things they can't seem to understand. They start to l... » Continue Reading
I am once again updating everyone on my mediocre life LMAO Ok sooo, to start; I got ALL the mizu5 cards. It took a while, and i was genuinely thinking i wasnt going to get the Mizuki card but i did !! Im very happy abt it even tho the story was so sad that it made me PHYSICALLY ILL Ermm i joined a minecraft SMP. Im not super active or rlly part of the rp, aside from having an actual character with... » Continue Reading
AAAA i hope the mizu5 pfp cult comes back bc it was so funny ngl. I also managed to rack up over 17000 gems so im hoping my luck will be good and ill be able to get the mizu5 card !!! I rlly hope i get it, want it so bad ive been having dreams abt it » Continue Reading
Aughhh Mizu5 is finally coming to the EN pjsk server and im sooo nervous. I wanna pull for their card so bad bc i need the outfit but my consistency in that game is dogwater. Tho i do have the actual cosplay for it so at least i can just cosplay them lmfao. Mizuki makes me so insane theyre so me but none of my friends play pjsk so i feel like a crazy person going on and on abt mizuena like you don... » Continue Reading
Hey everyone, so sorry for the absence the past few months. i've had alot going on and I tend to kinda disappear from social media when im stressed lol I recently ended an eight year long friendship, and my mental health took a big blow from that. It was really hard to end it considering they were my best friend, and we » Continue Reading