I think my right tricep is more injured then my left one which is not good! i also got diagnos with anemia, no, just not so healthy blood due not enough iron or something, which is a surprise! i thought anemic people can't do things that tire them esily, such as lifting weights! but yeah i guess my proggress in the gym has been dropping, i just don't want to believe it! I'm having too much fun no... » Continue Reading
Like a way to torture just mentally, but it takes time and pain so I'm gonna write here instead! What if all the things I worry about were just nothing! What if I'm actually normal and just haven't seen somebody like me before, and when I do notice something is wrong, everybody else also knows it! Or things are really bad and will never get better unless I forgot about the feeling for whole! But t... » Continue Reading
Like a way to torture just mentally, but it takes time and pain so I'm gonna write here instead! What if all the things I worry about were just nothing! What if I'm actually normal and just haven't seen somebody like me before, and when I do notice something is wrong, everybody else also knows it! Or things are really bad and will never get better unless I forgot about the feeling for whole! But t... » Continue Reading
I keep having a crush on different girls every week like a guy would, now that is not what I would normally write! Been tapping on the floor to the beat of songs just to hurt my tiblias like crazy! It's still sore! My forearms also hurt, I don't even know why, I have to hit the gym tomorrow or I'll loose my streak! It's not like I'm sick either so I don't have an excuse, I mean, I do want to go to... » Continue Reading
The title is tilting to a different meaning as always, ignoring that! I was an still am the bad person in that friend group, I know wits over a year already but almost everytime I see those two again especially that one girl it's just! I even said to her some stupid things today! Something like a sorry, well I don't actually intend that! I thought those people would've looked at me different but I... » Continue Reading
Talking about life and stuff with that rancid girl, I show her my disgusting furry drawing and all she said was, ohh you draw gore I like gore, like sheesh! She really does remind me of this other girl, dark skin and pimples and obbsesing over harmful things, wait that's not about me! Well what's about me, oh my grades came out, who cares! I need to manage time together and not shorten my blogs du... » Continue Reading
It aches, it irritates, what is it! It's an unexpected and unaccepted simple! The heck did I just wrote! Hate it when something nice happens and I refuse it since I haven't have the feeling for a long time I feel it's presence to be false! But that sounds too jolly good for me today, but then I wouldn't have anything else to like! I can imagine what I look like when I refuse, and I hate it! I say ... » Continue Reading
To hell with it man, whatever! There's really nothing new at all, guess I have a field trip next week at the beach but whatever! It's almost midnight an I am hungry! Why do I have to be sleepy too! But just saying, mannnnn life sucksssss, is not gonna entertain the reader much, but these are not meant to be read like literature! People pour their hearts out on here, I guess I do that to, but it's ... » Continue Reading
Anybody else is incredibly rude to their family members and disgustingly kind to strangers, because I am! Maybe it's the fact that I don't know them much or at all makes it more comfortable to be there, if they knew they would know how I really act and speak, if I even do that at all! Guess I am and odd ball, I've asked many people what they think of me and they all either say, fine, or, a bit odd... » Continue Reading
I have been making beats to impress my mother's friend's son! Because he also makes music and all and i thought if i meet him again i would show off my own songs, i guess, I'll just call it beats! I've been showing these beats to this one person online, they seem to really like it! but i mean, they like anything ive shown to them so im not sure anymore! They could just be glazing me, fan girling m... » Continue Reading
Nah, this is just me writing about not forgetting things but not knowing then in the first place! But that's kind stupid since they probably already taught you all these things about I'm still here! Probably because I don't have friends but even if I do, it's those people who are failing class and have family issues too! So I don't know what to do, really, I don't know how to ask for help, I don't... » Continue Reading
Funeral is something i get too exited about, what i mean to say is I'm really full right now! I'm really exited for my field trip in a few weeks! heck! Why am i always exited for something! anyways, i got to play arcade rythm games today! I was weebing so hard! I think if all of the older arctic monkeys songs were to be covered with an electrone, I would openly like the band, actually! I'm also re... » Continue Reading