Not knowing

Nah, this is just me writing about not forgetting things but not knowing then in the first place! But that's kind stupid since they probably already taught you all these things about I'm still here! Probably because I don't have friends but even if I do, it's those people who are failing class and have family issues too! So I don't know what to do, really, I don't know how to ask for help, I don't know how to help others, I'm just useless at times! But just writing sh1t about it won't help! It's not like I have anything better to do though! All I do is sit and wait untill somebody does something! Sounds like I wrote that a few months ago, guess some things don't change, ehh! The tittle made it sound like I uncovered some family secret or something, nope! It's about me being stupid!