I need to hurry

The title is tilting to a different meaning as always, ignoring that! I was an still am the bad person in that friend group, I know wits over a year already but almost everytime I see those two again especially that one girl it's just! I even said to her some stupid things today! Something like a sorry, well I don't actually intend that! I thought those people would've looked at me different but I didn't even wait to see their reaction! It's so frustrating I just had to walk out of that while slapping my thigh mumbling about old friends! It's getting late, I don't know, no, I do know that I must end the blog here or else I might just missed the bus!