Maybe I've come to a full circle, maybe this is what being followed by underdogs feels like! I hate the feeling! Just seeing somebody intentionally following me is torture enough! Not even following as stalking but just doing what I do! How do you know I'm trusthworthy! Those people probably felt this way too! Or maybe I'm too honest and too naive! Of course, how could I ever forget! Well it's jus... » Continue Reading
Lately the wether has been dry with mostly cirrus clouds in the south-west direction! heh, how does that sound! I think i can go around and use my savings throughout the week including all the gym stuff atleast twice the week! which is cool i guess, i also ordered my first ever commision! it feels so mature to use my bank app! that stank was only useful when i ask her about this stuff, anyways! an... » Continue Reading
Yeah as long as i care i will have someone to hate! if i recovered from the previous one, there is bound to be another person i dislike! i guess im fine with this fact now, it's nothing new! plus, the current one, i dont even talk to her much, just hate it! its like seeing someone just like me and realizing again how terrible of a person i am! i don't want to be like this, i don't even know how it... » Continue Reading
My right bicep hurts in a way i think its an injury! but aside from that to day is fine, not really! i couldve grab a card game yesterday for that person! i missed the oppertunity! i had to take a 3 day break from the gym due to that horrible smith machine at the other gym! i mean, what gym doesn't have a barbelll! that place had a machine for the upper peck middle peck and lower peck! and to top ... » Continue Reading
I have runny nose, of course, there's a big typhoon around east snd south-east Asia! i think having low iron does effect me when im exercising, which is not good because i hate feeling bad! why am i trying to fix my writing and spacing here and there like its an essay, whatever! i have a lot of mosqito bites, wait, im just describing my symptoms now! school had just started a few days ago, heh! yo... » Continue Reading
It's crazy when people say that find comfort in family or friends. What are you! A ball of joy! All I ever do is think back and forth, what should I do! Well maybe just sit down and rethink your damn choices! What I don't have, what the hell is that title! It holds no meaning just like myself, but who even has a reason to keep going! Aren't,t we all just some fleshy cogs in society! People who hav... » Continue Reading
I want to piss, it has been raining for 4-5 hours and doesn't seem to stop, well it's more of a drizzle, but it is wet either way, nevermind that! It had just stopped raining, still wet, the conditions are not suitable for outdoor activity, which is what it was supposed to be! The school's sport even is kow close to an end, revealing the winners soon! My throat hurts, I've been screaming almost ev... » Continue Reading
Makes it sound like I'm trying to say I'm hungry, well ignore that! Maybe I do judge the cover, but at least it is accurate, I think! I just don't have the patience! Even though I said I will try for a bit, I didn't! Now I'm acting so proud and smart, I regret it, a lot of it! But what can I do, I'll just have to wait around if anything changes, I'm more attracted to this damn screen anyways! She ... » Continue Reading
it's not even halloween yet but i can feel the chritsmas spirit already, and the regreting feeling when new years ends! I'll probably think about doing something this year and then never doing it, and when new years roll around I'll be so mad! the upcoming school sport festival is drving me tired! just shouting and memorizing the lyrics and movements all day! i didn't get to actually watch the spo... » Continue Reading
If I see someone i like, i will treat them nice, if i see someone i hate, i wont treat them nicely! which is so annoying! why can't i just think of everyone the same so it doesn't have to get complicated! Now I'm just distancing myself nfrom people i beg them to follow, which doesn't even sound right! I think i dont like it when someone follows me like a lost dog, probably how those people feel ab... » Continue Reading
There's like 1 fishie left, but it does seem healthy i guess, oh! what if a new person reads this! maybe they'll be like, what's this, but nah who the hell reads my blogs anyways! sports week is coming this monday, i really be thinking, heh, im gonna join that tug of war event near the end, finally i can show off what training in the gym for 5 months is worth! but even if i don't have a chance at ... » Continue Reading
wwahwaahawawawhahhahawahwaahasniffwahahawahhwahwahhahwahhwahahah! why must i always end up regreting in the end, im sure we can get along, then why the hell did i get scared for! they aren't coming to kill me nor black mail me etc etc! whoever it is, new people are so scary! what if they leave me behind, what if they mock me! they are not the same group of people like last year, then why am i so s... » Continue Reading