Hey, I'm talking to this guy since 2 weeks and I fell in love so fast... We confessed the second day ! I speedrun my own visual novel. He's the sweetest boy I know :3 I love how I can be the real me wuth him , we have nerdy conversation. He's caring , listen to me (even when I'm a dramaqueen) , he has interest , he's pretty » Continue Reading
Hey , I'm fucking bored it's late but I don't want to sleep. I was thinking how I was a loser. And I hate that guy for being so rude after I send him a BIG text about how I love him. Fuck men. I wanna be lesbian :( ... But even women don't Care about me. I feel empty but I like a lot of things too. Things that people never know about so I'm just like :D When guys say "Yeah I play videogames" and ... » Continue Reading
Hey , I think I want to live. For my sister, for my future child. Whatever if I adopted or gave them birth, I know how I love them. My dear child , I promise to try my best as mother. And I promise to fight today to be one day your mother. To love you and protect you. I know It's weird like everything I do anyway. » Continue Reading
(at the end of school before holidays , I'm gonna send a text to my crush so instead of his name it will be him ) Hey him , Tell you only 3 words would be an insukt toward what I feel since now many months. I know your answer but I want you to know all the true , you're not forced to read everything but I care about it. I'm not just gonna say you're handsome even if it's true that you're cha » Continue Reading
Hey, my life is pretty boring actually. Well some anxiety there and a crush who friendzone me but... Nothing much. Isn't weird how my life is so calm. I'm so alone all the time and too much with friends sometimes. Anyways , I'm sleepy. I would like to sleep like my cat and just forget about being an adukt one day. Just eating sweets , playing and sleeping » Continue Reading
Hey, Sorry I'll just complain like... Every Time in my blogs... I'm so lonely. I feel unloved... As nobody care about me. Am I real ? The life is going on but I'm just standing there , doing nothing over and over like every holidays. My head is a mess just like my room. I wish I could dissapeared. I just want to stop the pain , because I know I could never have this love. I don't deserve it. Why ?... » Continue Reading
Hey, Can we talk about MEN , not in a bad way , but just... Damn... Just... Why I can't meet an emo... Grunge or punk is fine too... Just alt... Even a nerd would be cool ! (Geek too...) I'm tired of boring guys... I like women too !! They're so pretty but WHY SO STRAIGHT it's not fair... I would be so submissive for women (◍•ᴗ•◍)... Seriously I don't know why I can't find cool people... W... » Continue Reading
Hey, I'm not very proud to talk about it and I disgusted myself because of it... But I always crave/need a male attention. Not in a pick me way , just I don't feel loved (most of time by a male person) and I feel like I NEED it. Is it weird? Probably. But I can't help it. I even felt jealous of the flirt of a male friend just because I'm scared he left me for her and don't give me any attention. I... » Continue Reading
Hey , I was thinking about how school destroy myself (sorry for the sad topic). Since elementary school , I always felt different. Everyone called me "intellectual" , well in french it's "intello". But anyways , I thought that was unfair like why I have this nickname just because I used to work at school to make my Mom prouds of me and I wanted to be sure that I can do whatever study I want with ... » Continue Reading
(Sorry if my english is bad I'm french and I'm still learning) Hey , I'm Miyuki and I'm 15. I was bored so I was thinking about writing a blog (only cool people do this for me). I don't know who I think I am to speak english it's not like anyone will read this but anyways. This website is my childhood dream !! This will be my secret from my friends at Highschool... By the way , I study Art's Histo... » Continue Reading