Nonsense

Hey ,

I'm fucking bored it's late but I don't want to sleep. I was thinking how I was a loser. And I hate that guy for being so rude after I send him a BIG text about how I love him. Fuck men. I wanna be lesbian :( ... But even women don't Care about me. I feel empty but I like a lot of things too. Things that people never know about so I'm just like :D 

When guys say "Yeah I play videogames" and I talk about other stuff than Brawl Star , Fortnite or COD... They're like "What is it ???". UGH YOU'RE SO BORING. 

Is it obvious I feel like an alien ? My sister told me I'm nonbinary. Honestly I have no idea and I don't want to know. I just want to love me. 

I'm scared to go to Highschool again , holidays are cool until you understand you keep growing up. Plus that my parents argue often , do they realise it makes me feel bad and uncomfortable ??

I swear those blogs are my diary... But nobody care about the life of Nobody (Hi I'm Nobody). Anyways I wanna be a cool loser and not just a quiet loser. Oh and if I could stop the hâte about my curly hair too , it would be could. I swear I hate my hair and I love it. God but who cares ?? Can't I just shut up when I feel lonely and bored ? Whatever , take Care of yourself if u read this <3