"The Past, Present and Future is scaring me"
18 Male, Born and Bred American Loser
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The days keep whizzing by me, one second its 10 am then its 6pm and the days already gone. Im halfway into my last summer before going to college and i've done practically nothing with that time. I dont really have much to do, all my friends are 20 minutes away by car and i can't drive yet. My girlfriend isnt coming back until like a week. I got really into long video-essays and that's been eating... » Continue Reading
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Category: Romance and Relationships
I got bored of waiting to pass out naturally so I decided to do anything else. Enjoy this shitty Mspainting of Me and Mal As always, heres a song relating to whatever i post Pheromones » Continue Reading
Category: Life
it sucks. but im pretty sure every job is the same I got a part time job at the gas station near me 10 to 2 (I know make fun of my softness) But the thing that got me was how utterly boring it was, my back was aching from doing jack shit, thats why i wouldve preferred that job at at home depot stacking crates. At least hauling lumber tires out my brain better than mindless standing. well at least ... » Continue Reading
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As the subject says I only have one day tomorrow and 0.5 days over-morrow, and I'm in a quiet sense of fear, dread, and anxiousness. Like seeing an "air purity alert" in the bottom of my computer screen. Some sort of dystopian chaos that is regularly ignored because there is nothing to do about it. I'm signing up for a job interview and Home Depot where my Dad works and it's giving me a mixture of... » Continue Reading
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I got only 2 more weeks till the end of school which brings a hell of a lot of things needed for the summer. By June 9th I'm gonna be free of highschool which, to be honest sort of sucks. Got a girlfriend Mal which i never thought i was going to get until ~a year into college at the very least. But there's so few time to spend together in one place apart from texting, I live very far away from my ... » Continue Reading
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Study hall when you don’t have any work to do used to feel a lot better. Now it just feels grating to deal with, I’m out here doing unrequited work just to do something. It just kinda feels like I’m wasting my time here at the ending final weeks of school and I should have better things to do with my time But what are you gonna do? » Continue Reading
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Almost the end of the year and the end of my high school life and my mind is in a constant state of falling down a steep hill. Thinking about everything I need to do to get ready and what I'm going to do after I'm done. And for that entire day I've been pissed about the stuff that I can't do yet or am too afraid to. I texted Mal to see if we could stay a while after school. We met but it was only... » Continue Reading
Category: Blogging
Its currently 1:50-2:10 in the am, can't fall asleep cause of the heat. Where I am it's gonna be a hot streak till Tuesday so this is probably continuing tomorrow. So, like any other time I can't fall asleep the brain starts thinking, and thinking too much. Reviewing every action I made today, yesterday and any moment in the future. Should've talked to my friends more, should've taken that energy... » Continue Reading
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Went with friends and danced a shit ton. Pretty fun saw a lot of the other friends that I haven't seen in a while. Now my feet hurt, and I slept for 12 hours today having some real odd dreams. Still kinda worried about 2 of the friends who didn't dance much, one didn't dance at all, looking at them from the dance it looked like they were the former dead owners of the club, exactly like a photograp... » Continue Reading
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Last Friday Apr 11th, a Friend of a Friend (of a Friend) told me that she is "wing girl-ing" her friend that likes me and wants to meet me. This is incredibly surprising to me because I always thought I looked creepy. With my baggy eyes, slouched posture, jacket that I've been wearing since I was 6 that I got a thrift shop and overall lack of expression. but turns out that one person finds me the ... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
I live up north in Minnesota and I am sick of this on and off weather during the middle seasons. People are absolutely right when they say there is no Spring in Minnesota. It feels like Gods turning the thermostat like a pendulum until it marks summertime where he gets bored of doing it. Right outside my window is a thin layer of snow that seemed to appear out of nowhere (that could be jsut me wa... » Continue Reading
Category: Life
It Spring Break for me now and I'm having a lot of trouble with it. I know I'm gonna waste all of it, that's a guarantee (2nd blog entry) and I realized at like the start of it. "Man, I only have 12 weeks left until I'm out of school" The point of no return. I gotta learn how to get a job, how to survive in a college dorm, how to buy shit for myself, how to clean beyond some half-assed vacuuming.... » Continue Reading
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