1.5 days till Real Life

As the subject says I only have one day tomorrow and 0.5 days over-morrow, and I'm in a quiet sense of fear, dread, and anxiousness.

Like seeing an "air purity alert" in the bottom of my computer screen. Some sort of dystopian chaos that is regularly ignored because there is nothing to do about it.

I'm signing up for a job interview and Home Depot where my Dad works and it's giving me a mixture of dread and something else I can't put my finger on. I want to make money, and I have to grow up at some time, but it's also the first time I'm doing this and what everyone tells me it's awful.

I just got back from one of my friends' graduation ceremonies and that most likely what is causing the specific dread I'm feeling.

I'm also worried about my relationship with mal, I love her but she's going up somewhere for about a month after school ends. I'll miss her. We'll talk through text absolutely, but I just kissed her for the first time, and I want to do it more than just tomorrow. And besides I'll really miss her face and her fast-talking that I have to decipher for a second or five.

Here's a song and a shitty ms paint drawing

I dont want to work