Today's been pretty shit but with a bit of good in it

Almost the end of the year and the end of my high school life and my mind is in a constant state of falling down a steep hill. Thinking about everything I need to do to get ready and what I'm going to do after I'm done. And for that entire day I've been pissed about the stuff that I can't do yet or am too afraid to. 

I texted Mal to see if we could stay a while after school. We met but it was only for a couple minutes (like 3 at most), but it fueled me a lot and made me feel a lot better. She's helping a lot.

She's beautiful no matter what she'd tell you.

Took a nap for 3 hours from 5 to 8 pm and I'm still feeling that nap-sickness I always get. Everything feels like lukewarm water and month-old dust.

I just don't want things to end as they're finally going my way. 

Anyway, here is a song and a deer.

sodaboy64 - dont want summer