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fear is the discovery of self, its what gives form to the soul. its nothing more than a force of will enacting its own form, giving face to an otherwise faceless entity. it is care, it is your care and your own sickly version of self love, to be fearful is to love and to love is to be repulsive . all is love and i am utterly disgusted with myself and you. fear is the disco » Continue Reading
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Category: Blogging
i hate corporate talk cause i always end up sounding disinterested in the conversation, which i am, but i don't want it to be known. like for university applications and all, they are so nice but im so focused on just getting it done. i dont want to dwell on the fact that the money for my degree could feed a house of four for years » Continue Reading
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Category: Blogging
i always loved the beauty in the idea of being mentally/physically healthy, like the smell of new stationery or the smell of gas being put into your car. planning out my day, getting the energy to do what needs to be done and then reverting back into my little void, my echo chamber of comfort and ultimately not changing at all. its funny in retrospect, extremely so. well, anyways im gonna go plan ... » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
to live, you'll need to be comfortable with existing and its silence. once that is done, you can begin living. which is a hurdle in of itself, so just start with existing and move up the ladder » Continue Reading
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Category: Life
I like the sun, its nice, its warm, and its charmingly bright. It luminates and gives day, either to be busy or to laze around. I hope it last forever » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
I am closer to you than I've ever been but still further than it seems together, we are intertwined and still very remote me melding into you you melding into me sat in front of each other and somehow, in someway we are still apart your being and mine distant but bodies near we are still apart » Continue Reading
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Category: Writing and Poetry
soul crashed and sold for parts each part less than its worth each part more than its cost morphed into glass shards one made for the kill one made for merry » Continue Reading
Category: Life
im sick, im in pain, im tired and im bored. i seriously need to go drink more than i do, heck i could even drink for six people... for free tho, if i really really really didnt mind getting caught stealing lmao. yk when youre at a gas station and you see all the beer there and how the employee at the cash register is half asleep? perfect crime. unfortunately i am a good soul [i am a pussy]. » Continue Reading
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Category: Writing and Poetry
Trensendent of meaning while tied to others conception, they wish to be freed, free from thought, free from those and free from all. Why lust for what you know is elusive, why long for anything at all. heart and mind utterly empty, they knew it was good, for it gave them a new beginning. A new life to lead into a ruinous path. » Continue Reading
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Category: SpaceHey
ITS FUCKING BACK AFTER A WEEK OR TWO NOW I GET TO SHARE MY HORRIBLE ART HERE THAT NOBODY GIVES A SINGLE FUCK ABOUT YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS » Continue Reading
Category: Writing and Poetry
made of fleash and gore turned brimstone with disgust in breath, death on teeth and stink in taste fleshy and unsavory consumption forcibly or willingly my own legislator, enforcer, judge and executioner I am my own. only I suffer from my decisions only I suffer from my own incompetence for I, and only I, can bring about a new page » Continue Reading
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