the never ending desire [will] to change

i always loved the beauty in the idea of being mentally/physically healthy, like the smell of new stationery or the smell of gas being put into your car. planning out my day, getting the energy to do what needs to be done and then reverting back into my little void, my echo chamber of comfort and ultimately not changing at all. its funny in retrospect, extremely so. well, anyways im gonna go plan out study dates that i know i wont follow in the coming weeks, but it'll be fun and i think thats all that matters, enjoying what you can

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