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Nope, You're Too Late, I Already Died — A Sonic Elegy to Silent Pain

Category: Music

The track stands out for its fusion of sigilkore and hyperpop elements, crafting a sonic landscape that mirrors the artist’s anguish and introspection. The lyrics explore themes of emotional isolation, regret, and the internal struggle with identity and societal expectations. Wifiskeleton, born on July 24, 2003, began his career as a YouTuber under the pseu » Continue Reading

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REFLEXIA: Prototype Ver — A Digital Mirror of the Soul in Fragments

Category: Games

REFLEXIA: Prototype Ver is not merely a game — it is an interactive contemplation, a digital artifact of synthetic melancholy hidden beneath the veil of its “prototype” condition. In an industry saturated with sterile blockbusters, its existence resounds like a whisper laden with meaning — an emotional essay that touches upon what major titles so often neglect: the player’s inner world. Technicall... » Continue Reading

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19 April 2024

Category: Blogging

Today, as usual, I woke up, though the only faint source of dopamine lies in the awareness that I will soon begin a two-day stretch during which I can rest my mind from the external instructions that disturb my existence throughout the five working days of the week, from Monday to Friday. However, setting aside the derogatory labels attached to my aversion to the wretched educational system, I con... » Continue Reading

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I've Overestimated

Category: Music

"Overrated" by Fried by Fluoride sounds like the outcry of someone tired of pretending, trapped between others’ expectations and an inner emptiness. The dragging melody and disenchanted tone of the voice reveal an existential exhaustion — as if everything around has lost its shine, even the things that once seemed important. The song is a muffled lament, a whisper from someone who looks at the wor... » Continue Reading

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Knowing what I always wanted to know

Category: Books and Stories

Suddenly, the idea of reading some classics came to me (at least they seem like classics to me). For example, I bought the first edition of Dracula at a fair, and I felt a strong urge to explore such melancholic and well-known books. My next goal is to get Crime and Punishment by Fyodor Dostoevsky. I don’t know what it’s about, but coming from Fyodor, it must be very relatable. » Continue Reading

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A Way with Choices

Category: Music

"My Way"  is a ballad filled with nostalgia and regret, where the singer reflects on a life lived intensely, but also with mistakes and loneliness. Each verse is a bitter affirmation of independence, of having followed his own path, even if it brought suffering and regrets. The song carries the melancholy of someone who, in the end, faces life with dignity, but with the weight of the choices that ... » Continue Reading

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Mental exhaustion

Category: Blogging

Since I was a child, people have always laughed at and criticized my appearance, my physique, my way of being. It was from family and friends, so it's natural that if you say something good about my appearance or compliment me, I won't believe it. » Continue Reading

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I don't think I'm okay

Category: Blogging

I'm a rather paranoid person, and it's really strange when someone important treats you even slightly differently, I always imagine the worst possible scenario. » Continue Reading

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Physical Touch is IRRITATING

Category: Blogging

The feeling of being uncomfortable with physical touch, does it bother you too? Does it happen even with family members? I've been struggling with this feeling, this insecurity recently, deeply. Everything has been irritating me lately. Please, tell me if anyone else feels this way. heat from hell.... » Continue Reading

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An Empty Space

Category: SpaceHey

SpaceHey is a digital time capsule, a refuge for those who long for a simpler, more genuine internet. Amid the chaos of modern social networks, where algorithms shape hollow connections, it stands as a nostalgic echo of an era when interactions were slower, less disposable. But there is an inherent melancholy in its purpose. A space built not just for self-expression, but to revive something that ... » Continue Reading

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The Demon of Stoicism

Category: Religion and Philosophy

Stoicism is the silent art of accepting the uncontrollable, a path where pain, loss, and fate are faced with relentless serenity. At its core, it is the awareness that nothing truly belongs to us, not time, not people, not even ourselves. Life unfolds indifferent to human desires, and the stoic learns not to cling, not to grieve, only to exist in harmony with the inevitable. But there is a subtle ... » Continue Reading

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My Hero Tragedy Academia

Category: Books and Stories

Boku no Hero Academia is, on the surface, a story about heroes, but at its core, it is a painful portrayal of the struggle against one’s own insignificance. In a world where powers define worth, Izuku Midoriya is born as a mistake, someone destined to watch while others shine. His path is not one of glory, but of suffering and sacrifice, where every victory carries the weight of a new wound. Betwe... » Continue Reading

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