i was feeling really depressed. i felt really crowded and suffocated. just horrible and like this sunken feeling in my head and chest. i felt unloved, and icky. it genuinely felt like the most horrible feeling in the world, though im not describing it well. some days, I feel this way. depressed. but when i'm depressed, it feels really really bad. I don't talk or move or eat or drink or say anythin... » Continue Reading
i havent been feeling very creative lately. i sorta just feel dead. dead is a weird way to describe it, but i really don't know how to. everything feel plain and sickening. I'm constantly overwhelmed for no reason at all. i wake up and do schoolwork for an hour and two and then just do nothing. i watch youtube videos, or sex and the city and go on tiktok and talk to my only friend for 10 hours. i ... » Continue Reading
hi random idea but someone should make a movie abt lolita but from dolores's perspective and then title it Dolores. i think it would be a good idea to be honest but i'm biased since i thought of it. i just want her perspective to be told since Humbert is an unreliable narrator. side note that movie disgusts me but that's the point of the movie. i just dont understand how people romanticize it. hu... » Continue Reading
i dont have a door anymore so my room doesn't feel like mine anymore . it used to feel like a mini world on this big universe , a place where i could dance and blast my music . now i just feel watched constantly . like eyeballs r in my walls . it doesnt even feel like a room anymore . it just feels like a place where i sleep and change . it is constantly being invaded by intruders . even in my own... » Continue Reading
I CUT BANGSSSSSSSSS i wanted them to look diff like zooey deschanel mixed with a wanna be alt baddie but im just 2 weird looking for that » Continue Reading
i hate men who say their fav movies are american psycho, donnie darko, and 500 days of summer (those r good movies but not the greatest of all time) and thats all they talk abt, its their personality . and then when u ask abt other movies they say "oh well the notebook is good movie too! i'll be ur noah" lik pls stfu I hate u sm bc I can just tell ur the most evil , manipulative man on the face of... » Continue Reading