i dont have a door anymore so my room doesn't feel like mine anymore . it used to feel like a mini world on this big universe , a place where i could dance and blast my music . now i just feel watched constantly . like eyeballs r in my walls . it doesnt even feel like a room anymore . it just feels like a place where i sleep and change . it is constantly being invaded by intruders . even in my own sanctuary , i cannot get a moment of peace . it genuinely feels like i am in a glass cage . my room doesnt even belong to me anymore . it doesnt feel like me . all the memories and colors have washed away and even my own scent is gone , the outside scents have overwhelmed my world . i cant even nap in peace without my dad stomping into my room and trying to wake me up . i just want my safe haven back . i just want privacy .

etheral messy room of a teenage of girl slowly rotting
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SamIRL
I'm so sorry. Nobody deserves to have their privacy or safe place taken away from them.
ImNotSilly
Very sorry hun, I know that feeling of not feeling safe in your own home and I'm sorry :(
Hang in there, I hope things get better for you <3
Gyaruo_matic
i don't know how do you manage to get in that situation, maybe it was your fault, maybe it wasn't... but no one deserve their privacy being broken like that
something i recomend to do is to use those specific words that you just used in this blog to express yourself, i belive that no human deserve their privacy being taken and who ever decided to do that will hear those words and understand what they did was awfull
but like i said, i don't know whats the situacion so maybe you did something. I'm not blaming you of anything but what i do want is for you to feel safe, think about ypur surroundings and what you can do to be "better"
i hope your privacy comes back, xoxo be strong (˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶)