Howww do i start this, im like the angriest ive ever been at people i dont know, im the angriest ive ever been period. I find it so hard to wrap my head around the fact that some people just genuinely, seriously have NO empathy, like ive met some non empathetic people in my life but like the way that people in power talk about people like me, or literally ANY other minority is genuinely sickening.... » Continue Reading
So so so, i walked into journalism class day one and it was just me and two people, three of us, no more no less. Naturally i am TERRIFIED for what my teacher will say because he loves this class and i also don't know what id switch to if it didn't work out, but my dude is THRILLED. We are now turning the class into a magazine type project where people from the school will be able to write and dra... » Continue Reading
So uhm, as i write this my parents are having my dog be put down, and i am upset about it but i also have been expecting it for a while, and i was also told about this yesterday so i've had some processing time. But i'm more upset with the fact that he seemed so happy before they left than the fact that i literally wont ever see him again, which is odd, because when i heard about how my grandfathe... » Continue Reading
First day was really chill, i have apush first period and then math and then AP BIO which is gonna kill me but i have every class with people i know so its whatever i guess, ap bio is going to suck so damn bad though the teacher warned us that she was going to give us Monday tests and "train us to study on the weekends" and its also like white girl party in there so theres that. After three hellis... » Continue Reading
School starts tomorrow and we got our schedules at like 12 am today and i have almost every class with my best friend, including one class i didn't even sign up for but whatever i guess, i have never gone through the trouble of changing schedules and I'm certainly not starting now, i have my lunch period with a bunch of people too. I have yet to see one of my two other best pal's schedules but i a... » Continue Reading
So i was great all july but i have been hit with another slump because i've done all the passtimes over again and i once again find myself on my phone listening to podcasts or watching long form youtube videos no matter what i do and its killing me bc i everytime i use my phone i feel so lame, i hate this thing so much. My parents wont let me get a flip phone even tho i was going to pay for all of... » Continue Reading
So, i literally just got back from the theater and i ran to my computer so fast because this movie spoke to me and was so refreshing and made me feel a little better about the current situation. So, first things first, this movie was so punk rock- like im serious- Superman and Lois talk about punk bands and Superman is like "I'd argue that i am punk because i believe in love and yada yada i just ... » Continue Reading
I think social media has destroyed subcultures as a collective for people around my age, the term poser gets thrown at anyone who likes a mainstream band or doesn't dress in a specific way. My take on it- who fucking cares!!!!!! If you listen to goth music and you understand its political ideals and you don't put on a shit ton of makeup and wear all black, good for you!! Don't let people tell you ... » Continue Reading
Summer makes me feel like the most uninteresting lazy son of a gun in the whole universe. Even when i get outside and go do fun things a lot, unless i am out of the house i l » Continue Reading
My family that is 18 hours away from me are actually the best group of people ever, i love them all so dearly. Even if none of them had seen me in 3 years they were all so excited to see me and wanted to be caught up on what they had missed. i have never made a whole room of family laugh that wasn't them lol, they're all super funny themselves too. A few of them asked if i would ever come live in ... » Continue Reading
I think i might actually lose my mind, my marbles even. Because tell me why a bunch of my favorite bands are putting out tours right now, and on the rare occasion they're anywhere close to me they are ALL THE SAME WEEK I GOT BACK TO SCHOOL. EVERY SINGLE SHOW. I feel like im going insane, why are you guys doing this to me?? You couldn't even be on a weekend?? I could do a weekend! but nooo we're on... » Continue Reading
Hello i have finally returned from Michigan and boy was it so great!!! My family is so amazing up there and it tears me apart thinking about how i barely get to see them. They all asked me if i was going to come work there next summer and i am seriously considering it lol. A few highlights are the lightning bugs, my aunt gifting me her husbands old camera, and the every time i got to see my older ... » Continue Reading